i brought this photo scrapbook that Cher made for me for my b'day and placed it in my bag. and i placed a bottle of mineral water that was half-full in too. with the cap on but not screwed on. i'm so stupid. soon, i realised that. and the contents of my bag got wet and the book too. and some of the ink smudged and a few words got distorted. i can't believe how stupid i am. i really treasure that book so much. every single time i look through the whole book i would cry. because Cher developed a lot of photos and wrote quite a bit in it. it's really heartwarming cos of all the memories we shared that can be revived momentarily with these photos. there are photos of us when we were young all the way to now. and i just ruined it. i'm so stupid.
my only consolation from this is that thank god, i hadn't agreed to take your photo. cos if i did and it got wet too along with the book, i' ll just kill myself.
i really want your photo. but i can't bear to take any, since if they are precious to me, i would think that they are even more precious to you. i would if you have an extra one. i'm sorry if i made you think i didn't want it. cos i really do.
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