Wednesday, November 03, 2010

sorry.
some days i just have to whine.
and today just happened to be that someday.

today's quite bad so far.
not enough sleep, but i have to wake up to plan my essay, due tomorrow.
bad migraine and felt like vomiting.
wash up and started planning essay.
den major family dispute occurred with someone shouting at the top of his voice.
too noisy, can't do work, so get ready for school.
while getting ready, someone comes home from work.
greeted that person and our dreadful conversation was:

That person: "you didn't notice that i came back early from work today?"
Me: "ohhh, i thought you came back early to pack your luggage for the trip this weekend?"
That person: "no! i came back because i was sick and you didn't even ask how am I or show any concern at all. you're such an uncaring and unconcerned daughter."

what on earth just happened??
just let me say something before you judge..
how am i to know that you're sick when you didn't even tell me. you didn't even give me a chance to explain and you start accusing and labeling me as a bad daughter.

i feel sick today.
but i don't go around telling others how sick i am and i don't demand for attention or sympathy.
just go and think about how selfish you are.

that's not all.
prepared for presentation at 4pm.
and we had our group presentation but everyone else had so much to say that there was no time for me to present.
i really don't know what else to say. and i don't know if i will be graded for not presenting. i prepared for presentation and look what happened.

took the train back home.
train arrives at jurong east.
some super kiasu lady forced her way and banged me in the process of running out of the train to the platform.
can you imagine that?
how kiasu can that be?
running for the train when the train hasn't arrived at all!
pushing your way into the train when people from inside the train haven't exited yet.
what's all this nonsense? what on earth happened to considerate behavior? died?

i'm just so appalled by selfishness or rather, to put it nicely, self-centredness.
you know what,
i'm going to be selfish and say,
if you want to be selfish, just go ahead and do as you please.
just leave ME alone.