okay. they sent us a notice about changing the water pipes lining or something, so water supply will be disrupted from 9am to 5pm today. we totally forgot about it. and i only knew about it when i saw cher's msg this morning. went to wash up, luckily there's still a little amount of running water from the tap. brushed my teeth, rinse and began to wash my face.. washing face halfway. water supply stops. like watttt?? had to use water from the flask (i'm so grateful to my mum for preparing this every morning) to wash my face. can you imagine using water poured from a cup to wash your face? suddenly, i realised i'm very fortunate to have running water from taps.
cher told me the water supply stopped when she was about to rinse her mouth after brushing her teeth! damn stupid right? it seems like the water supply knows the right time to stop running. thanks so much, you silly tap, water, pipes, whatever!
no water to wash hands, plates and cups, no water to even flush the toilet bowl. omgomgg! i'm so not used to all thisss!!
Cher had to buy a bottle of 1.5L mineral water for me and i'm so thankful for that, seriously! if not, no water to drink also.
i can't imagine how horrible this feels untill now that i'm actually experiencing it. gosh...... CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT WATER! :( so horrible. 5pm hurry comeeeeeeeeee... PLEASEEEeee!
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 4:25 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
i often express myself through written words. sometimes it gets hard to voice out what you want to say. or sometimes, things are just so difficult to be said. therefore, writing is especially useful.
i write poems and proses. i'm not an expert. and i compile most of my writings in a book.
just wanna say that people often do not get the chance or time to express themselves. and they just lead their lives how everyone else leads their own. but they often don't realise, this is your life. you make your own meaning out of it. you make your life your own.
take time to get in touch with how you feel. or how people you really treasure feel.
take time to see the world and its beauty and don't live a meaningless life.
use any method to express yourself. through words, music, dance, sports, anything.
express what you really feel. and when you look back on that, you'll realise, you've created/done something that's uniquely your own. something that gives meaning to your life and defines who you are.
i look back at my writings. and could almost feel how i felt at the moment i wrote it.
it's something that makes me, me. even if no one else understands.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 1:48 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2010
today's weather is a-maaaa-zingg! its so chilly and fun! haha. i dont know how these two terms got linked together. but still! it's better than hot and sunny. hees!
i was like day-dreaming. wishing that i could be under the shelter somewhere, playing the guitar, in this raining weather. haha. like i said, i'm really dreamingggg.. like why play under the rain??? idk. :p
i wish i could sit somewhere cozy, drink a cup of hot chocolate and read magazine or smth. but nopeee.. im huddled at my table, forcing myself to study for tmr's test... and listening to songs, and blogging and watching youtube vids.... hmmm..
okay, im going to get into my pullover, pretend that it's winter and pretend that i'm studying.
byebyeeee!
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 3:43 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2010
sweet. beautiful one.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 3:53 PM
Friday, November 12, 2010
music's really amazing. everytime im on youtube, i wander around but i'll always go back to listening song covers and end up feeling so inspired.
kelsey, being my all-time favourite song.. i just had to search the covers for this song. and guess what i found..
he's amazing. went to look at his profile and found out he wrote his own songs, his own history, etc. and he's really great.
totally made my day. thank you. :)
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 9:22 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
yayyayyayheeheeheeeee! im like almost done with all my assignments for this semester! im left with one final test on next mon and i'll be facing the exams like a week after.
this sem is crazy! i know i say that every single sem. but i don't know! maybe all the sems are crazy and this one isn't any different!
however, what's different is that i only have two exams out of my five modules. which means i've three non-examinable mods. non-examinable means crazy amount of work to make up for the exam. and yes. crazy amount of work times three for my three non-examinable mods. crazy crazy crazy!!
i've been so busy like for a mth at least!! the past few weeks including this, there were like at least three assignments were due each week. i swear i nearly died and was practically stressed the entire time. i was going crazy.
but now, after today's test, and the fact that the next "assignment" would be the next mon's test, i HAVE to take a break. i've only slept like 3 - 4 hours max each day for majority of this month of stress that i was sleeping practically everywhere, on the bus, the mrt, in class, sitting, whatever. im so darn tired, i came home today, lay on the floor and fell asleep in seconds. yayyyy!
im going to pack the table and watch a movie on dvd or smth. im so happy! see how easily contented one can be after experiencing such "terrible" things. byebyeeee!
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 9:37 PM
i'm the site of emptiness essence extracted no longer in existence.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:17 AM
Saturday, November 06, 2010
Time. no time. busy.
wait. i know.
i know.
wun take up anymore time.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 4:15 PM
Thursday, November 04, 2010
oh no. i'm resorting to laughing at others to feel better. but this is so funny!
taylor swift is so cuteee! :p
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 1:23 PM
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
sorry. some days i just have to whine. and today just happened to be that someday.
today's quite bad so far. not enough sleep, but i have to wake up to plan my essay, due tomorrow. bad migraine and felt like vomiting. wash up and started planning essay. den major family dispute occurred with someone shouting at the top of his voice. too noisy, can't do work, so get ready for school. while getting ready, someone comes home from work. greeted that person and our dreadful conversation was:
That person: "you didn't notice that i came back early from work today?" Me: "ohhh, i thought you came back early to pack your luggage for the trip this weekend?" That person: "no! i came back because i was sick and you didn't even ask how am I or show any concern at all. you're such an uncaring and unconcerned daughter."
what on earth just happened?? just let me say something before you judge.. how am i to know that you're sick when you didn't even tell me. you didn't even give me a chance to explain and you start accusing and labeling me as a bad daughter.
i feel sick today. but i don't go around telling others how sick i am and i don't demand for attention or sympathy. just go and think about how selfish you are.
that's not all. prepared for presentation at 4pm. and we had our group presentation but everyone else had so much to say that there was no time for me to present. i really don't know what else to say. and i don't know if i will be graded for not presenting. i prepared for presentation and look what happened.
took the train back home. train arrives at jurong east. some super kiasu lady forced her way and banged me in the process of running out of the train to the platform. can you imagine that? how kiasu can that be? running for the train when the train hasn't arrived at all! pushing your way into the train when people from inside the train haven't exited yet. what's all this nonsense? what on earth happened to considerate behavior? died?
i'm just so appalled by selfishness or rather, to put it nicely, self-centredness. you know what, i'm going to be selfish and say, if you want to be selfish, just go ahead and do as you please. just leave ME alone.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 6:40 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
I might get your heart racing in my skin-tight jeans be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me in my skin-tight jeans be your teenage dream tonight
http://herblacksmudgedfingers.imeem.com/playlist/R5k4tL-H/