it took a freaking long time to past. but thank god i had someone lovely to get rid of this boredom. :D
anw, not only do i hate today cos of the long lessons,
i hate today becos of the journey home. i really hate crowds. especially ppl who push jus to get their way. im so the opposite. anw, i saw this woman. i tink she's a working adult n she looked tired, but she din look pissed or anything. i wanted to give up my seat to her cos she looked tired. but im afraid she might tink tt i tot of her as old. u know how embarrassing tt can be. so wat do u do when u genuinely want to offer ur seat to someone who seems like they need it more than u, how to in a very sensitive manner? finally, she got her seat next to me. but wat got my attention was tt after she sat next to me, she took out her bread to eat. i dunno y. but when i saw tt, i suddenly felt so much for her. such a simple gesture in an elegant manner. mayb she din have time to eat it until now? or mayb she's really starving or smth? it reminded me of the times i experienced this. den i tot bout ppl who cared bout her. imagine if she was someone close to u. having to go thru this hunger. i felt so sad. when we reached clementi mrt station, she dropped the wrapper next to me, den she apologised n smiled. hmm. the world would b a better place if we were more compassionate towards others. :)u really shudn't let urself experience hunger. cos i'll really b sad. something happened tt woken up the emotional side of me. i feel even more for others now. n its really beautiful. im so glad beautiful things do happen. :)
this is so random. but i kind of miss shelly n yi ling! cos i didnt c them for a really long time. =p Ee Chin too! :D like soo sooo much! n im glad we're meeting tomorrow. she's super sweet. she asked us out for lunch/dinner. u know. ppl who stil care bout frenships. :D
im dreadfully emotional lately. in some ways its nice. i hope im tinking too much. really.
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