one moment, way up high. the next moment, falling straight down.
Boston - Augustana
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun. Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed. This world you must've crossed. you said.
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah. She said You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains. oh yeah.
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across An open field, When flowers gaze at you. they're not the only ones who cry When they see you You said.
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah, She said You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains. oh yeah.
She said I think I'll go to Boston. I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name, I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather, I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain. I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind. I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset, I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice. oh yeah.
Boston. where no one knows my name. Where no one knows my name. Where no one knows my name.
Yeah Boston. Where no one knows my name. fallen into pieces.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:37 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
ohhh ohhoohh ohhoohh you're so good to me.. baby, babyyy...
OH GOD. that song's stuck in my head. its hot by avril lavigne. im SO addicted. practically listening to it everyday.
especially when its love's in the air?? haha. its valentines day today! so hugs n kisses to all who's so swept up in the mood! =p
im so stuck on love songs. like hot by avril lavigne, when you look me in the eyes by jonas brothers, n love song by sara bareilles. go check them out k!
sounds like im deliriously in love. haha. crazily into sappy love songs.
well, it comes once a yr, so...
anyway, without v'day, i would stil be listening to them. so it doesnt make any diff.
ok. wat am i talking now?
im finally having a rest day from work. so, YEAH!
lets all go sing love songs~ =p
when you look me in the eyes,
n tel me that you love me, ...
i catch a glimpse of heaven.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 2:35 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
i so so so so dread working. fuck. but, sometimes, the sweetest of the sweetest manages to make u smile again. sweet,imgladifoundu.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 11:47 PM
Saturday, February 09, 2008
she's walking in this silent night on the lonely road. darkness fills the top and fades to grey near the bottom.
her facial expression was sorrow. too heavy, its weighing on her.
then, it falls off. with a 'thud'. and she felt nothing. in fact, its numbness.
she took a step n halted. then stood there emotionless. she turned n looked at wat that had fallen.
and at this very moment, it was captured in a single shot.
its a picture. held over the gallery. and i stood looking at it.
wat had fallen was something red. self-denial. before it slowly turned black. idunlikethat.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 1:20 AM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
whew. i've finally got a day off work. gotta give myself a supportive pat on the back for working consistently for some time already.
pretty simple breakdown of updates on myself. im working 2 official jobs, though one's more OFFICIAL den the other. i've got a 3rd job too. although thats really relaxed. something like own time own target kinda. give u a clue, its a job at home. haha. (tats not a really helpful clue though) toobad. =p
so, since i've got a day off tmr, im going to do my ny shopping. haha. kinda late though. but better late den never.
sometimes, i tink i need time alone wif myself to tink bout how to preserve my privacy when im like in a way 'forced' to open up at work. have to try to converse with strangers, in this sense, customers. during these times, feeling awkward is kinda usual. n suddenly, stock packing seems a more attractive thing to do.
sometimes, i wish to encapsulate myself. like surrounding myself with walls so thick, its impenetrable. thats the results of having to share urself, in situations that u dun wan to.
alright. enough of these nonsense.
im just so glad tat dad n mom seems proud of me tat im in a way 'growing up' n learning to be responsible. mom's pretty lovely when she's so understanding towards me n the consequences of working. cher too. really appreciated tat she offered to wait for me to end work so tat we could travel home together. i tink, working establishes a gap between u n ppl who are close to u. n becos these ppl are willing to make sacrifices for u, ironically, work bonds us together. its so much love tat even ppl with stone hearts could feel these emotions. =p
love it when the girls take time out to meet up once in a while. especially when i know tat time only serves to strengthen our friendship rather den to weaken it. n, love it when charlie's always there for me. cos even if no one understands me, he would.
http://herblacksmudgedfingers.imeem.com/playlist/R5k4tL-H/