hmmm. anw, these few days made me realise smth. wonder if anyone cares for u the same way u 'waiting' is terrible. do for them? the act of waiting. dun think bout it. disgusting. the only time they'll care is when ur dead. cos thats when they'll treasure u cos they cant ok. get enough of u. now that i've been on my first mrt trip this yr, in life, u learn a lot of things. the fare scares me like shit. (it stil does) the most impt lesson is dun give so much. its $1.50 from amk to wdls. cos when u give too much n others dun give a its sends a msg. damn, just 'dun travel.' it breaks ur heart. mayb the car would be a better mode of so to prevent it from breaking, transport, considering the cram situation in dun give them that chance. the trains too.
charlie, if u could hear me or feel this. i'll care for u till the end of time. cos u're worth it.