Sunday, December 09, 2007

heyy.
its a miracle experiencing this period of absolute freedom.
im totally BORED.
freak bored.

i've been sleeping for a ridiculously impossible amount of time.
n spending every other waking hour eating or enjoying entertainment.

i've been totally caught up in this 'the other world' thing.
totally.
being involved in the fantasy world of 'enchanted',
completely consumed into this magical world of 'fate stay night',
being shocked by the reality of terrorism in 'the kingdom',
completely suspended in the world of extraordinary powers owned by individuals in 'heroes',
n last but not least,
experiencing the world of 'the golden compass'.
leaving me to make this completely irrational wish 'i do want a wolf badly'.
u know, the spirits as animal demons thing in the movie.

its amazing.
trully.
being totally caught up in the unrealistic makes u wonder wat is the realistic.

im starting to question myself on doing the realistic thing now n not spend my time with nothing in mind.
i need a job.
n i need to pursue my dreams.
i need to wake up n stop doing nothing.

but i want a dramatic break off or something.
i need something to tel me that i've got over the exams n that now, its the period of my life 'after the exams'.
i want to leave this place.
go on a holiday or smth.
which is ridiculously opposed or as it seems totally irrational.

need to start life 'anew'.
as if u've been revitalised, recharged.
overwhelmed with energy.
i need that to regenerate the dead me.
all that aside,
im sooooo happy.
im finally able to c my fav mcr.
totally ecstatic bout it. :)

oh yeah.
white choc is going to b back on the 12th.
great. :)