hmmmm.. im glad we talked things out. :) i've nv been so clear bout this b4. previously, i was so confused and troubled. but now, the mist is gone. im no longer confused. i know wat i want to do.
oh yahhh.. cher's the loveliest person ever. she msged me today asking me to look into the locker. i went to the locker and guess wat! i found a pretty container wif chocolate cookies. =p and a letter, so thoughtful of her, that it made me tear. and.. i ate all the cookies. it was supposed to make me happy. but it made me FAT. :(
u know wat. i'll always rmb the time when i like u, b4 i confessed to u. coz those were really happy times. everytime i c u, i cant help but smile. love is beautiful. loving u is more beautiful. im gonna forget all the misunderstandings and return to the state i was in, in the past, where everything were less complicated. when loving u made my days brighter. initially, the smile was assumed to be taken away by u (due to some misunderstandings) but now, only to give a new meaning to it. i wan to smile for everything. for me and for u.
i know u've moved on. i'll move on too. when move on is defined as learning to accept the fact that u wun come back. yet, i'll still be here. even if u'll nv turn back again. without any obligations.
thats wat my heart chose to do. when u gave me a whole new definition to the word "love". :D
i've heard the songs u tried to send me, but i hadn't accept. if you really mean those words. if every single line is wat u are trying to say to me.
http://herblacksmudgedfingers.imeem.com/playlist/R5k4tL-H/