heyy. today's such a beautiful day. a brand new start with a new sense of maturity to face the future. a complete set of emotions that exists on a brighter note. and memories of the 'happened' shall b converted and stored in my "lessons learnt" catagory. and i swear. i learnt a lot from this.
u know, mayb this was fated to be. it made me stronger in a certain way. im still adapting. but im quite sure that i'll overcome this.
seeing u, is a challenge that i'll have to face. but this challenge exercises my ability to stand up against it. i still feel vulnerable when i c u. that means, i'll have to avoid u at all cost. but soon, i know i wun. when im coupled wif the courage to get over this.
im glad that i see things in a brighter light. im learning to be optimistic. im beginning to get up from where i fell.
today, i learnt that. family relations can always be trusted, cos they'll nv hurt me. like u do.
actually, im afraid of the volatility of my emotions. its messing up my life. sometimes, i feel strong, optimistic and ready to face up to the challenge. but sometimes, i fall back down into depression.
its almost impossible to be strong when so much just happened. im still learning how to.
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