been out quite early today. been out of bed early too, slept too early coz of exhaustion.
was in daddy's car. i found the movement of rain drops down the window pane fascinating. also, dad drove into a puddle of water causing a great splash on the sides. it was amusing. :D
when love instead of being ur motivation, turns into the tool for demoralization, u'll find that u need to look for joy in other things in life. like seeking solace in the rain. like how i am, appreciating the simpler things in life.
i had a lot of time to think. i tot bout how things would be like if i had not met u. if i had choosen a different route in life, things would be so different. mayb if i chose to leave innova after my first yr for laselle or poly, i wouldn't have met u. or mayb if i hadn't choose innova in the first place, would i have known u? it boils down to y did we move to woodlands to stay? if we had remained living ard farrer road, my life would b completely different. i would not hav chanced upon u. our fates would be like parallel. coz, they'll nv meet.
sometimes, i wonder. we are all the same. all students in same uniform, at the same place. how could that special someone be chosen out of the whole lot, to mean something so precious in ur life. how could somebody be so completely differentiated from the rest, to mean so much to u. how could somebody, from everybody ard, be selected to play such a huge role in ur life. play such a huge role in affecting ur life.
the greatest mistake was falling in luv wif u. or rather, knowing u.
nevertheless, im still happy. i may b going for a haircut later. :)
everything has changed. so little on the outside. but completely on the inside.
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