i couldnt say which is better. haha sleeping till one pm, lying on my bed spending hours reading novels or enjoying the air-con while using the laptop on my bed. haha. im practically lazy today. slept rather late last night, u see. and i've decided to convince myself that since i had a tough week, i'm entitled to a full day of break today to do wat i've always wanted. SLACK. blah blah blah. i dun care.
tink im getting emotional hearing songs from MCR. and im really loving them so much. their lyrics are really dark but amazingly beautiful. i duno wat to say. mayb its just in my opinion. but dun ever tink of criticising them infront of me. u shud know tat it hurts. currently, im addicted to 'The Sharpest Lives', and 'Demolition Lovers' which was recommanded to me by my bro. i dun tink i've ever regretted catagorising them as my fav band. coz in my heart, they're really great. anyway, im not that kinda die-hard fans who know everything bout them. not really necessary. coz if one's in ur heart, u love them the way they are despite what that had happened. my fav band ever..
i've been ard reading the blogs of my friends. i know things have change. somehow, life just goes on, u're moved on. mayb u dun need me or watsoever. yes. i know its no use justifying why im not aware of what that is happening ard u guys or wat u guys are going thru. im really sorry. mayb using my schwork as an 'excuse' isnt working out. well, i know my situation clearly. everybody's diff. thats y our opinions differ too. i've always tot tat by personally keeping others informed bout the changes that are taking place in one's life is keeping the relationship amongst all dearly close. i've always tot that first-hand experience are more accurate and meaningful. i've always tot that friendship wouldn't change despite the lack of contact, coz all the memories that we've gone htur had already been deeply entrenched in our hearts. anyway, despite all this. perhaps its kinda useless saying tat u guys matter if there's doubt in it. im kinda blank now. weary.
its rather strange. how friendship between people juxtaposes the other. i tink i've seen the great difference yesterday. anyway, had wished that this hand of destiny had reached into the large population crowd, lifted me and placed me in isolation. y be bothered bout wat's happening when others don't. y so u need someone when others dun need u.
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