woooo. today's Friday! =p well, actually its sat. dong~ (nvm)
hmmmmm. its rather upsetting. coz my beautiful friday is ruined becoz of the two tests we're having today. sian. first, history, followed by Gp essay. was like hurry hurry all the way. not only tat. thru the morning annoucement, they suddenly mentioned that our project-work results are out today. its like so out of no where lar. was kinda scared, u c. i guess its only right if we had been told earlier to be mentally prepared for it. well, on second thoughts, i guess it makes no diff. :(
anyway. i've got depressing results again. c for project-work. wooo! cheers to the group. how bad can we ever go? c is really, i dunno wat to say. its like Shit. eeek! its not justified! hmph. our efforts are like put to waste. argh! forget it. everything is over. i know. we disappoint Mr Yeo and Mr Mahmood AGAIN. so sorry bout it. i know they did their best. mayb they shud get use to it anyway. coz no matter how hard u try, u'll nv reach anywhere near good. im starting to lose hope. its bad. i know. but when will all this end?
welllll.. throughout the whole week, i was looking forward to friday. now friday has come and i've got nothing to look forward to. its just this repeated cycle of never-ending nonsense. weekdays, u've sch. study, mug like shit, rush to complete homework, receive lousy results, lose ur motivation. yeah. its practically occuring every weekday. den when it comes to the weekends, ur workload SUDDENLY becomes really great. like three essays to complete and other stuffs. when will this end? i'll nv forget that week we had bout 6 essays to complete. i almost lost my mind. tis is crazy. at this rate, i'll probably just lose myself.
so bring me faraway...
under the clear blue sea, treading on the soft white sand. and that lovely pink that fills the sky like a mesmerising piece of artwork. the beautiful rain that falls, leaving those endless flow of droplets on the glass of ur window. the wind that tugs at the hem of ur skirt, and tease the strands of ur hair. bringing calm and peace into this horribly loud world. the night, lying under the stars, humming a sweet melody, slowly drifting away into ur dreams.
in dreams, dancing away. with joy, with pleasure and passion. to be free.