woooo. today's Friday! =p well, actually its sat. dong~ (nvm)
hmmmmm. its rather upsetting. coz my beautiful friday is ruined becoz of the two tests we're having today. sian. first, history, followed by Gp essay. was like hurry hurry all the way. not only tat. thru the morning annoucement, they suddenly mentioned that our project-work results are out today. its like so out of no where lar. was kinda scared, u c. i guess its only right if we had been told earlier to be mentally prepared for it. well, on second thoughts, i guess it makes no diff. :(
anyway. i've got depressing results again. c for project-work. wooo! cheers to the group. how bad can we ever go? c is really, i dunno wat to say. its like Shit. eeek! its not justified! hmph. our efforts are like put to waste. argh! forget it. everything is over. i know. we disappoint Mr Yeo and Mr Mahmood AGAIN. so sorry bout it. i know they did their best. mayb they shud get use to it anyway. coz no matter how hard u try, u'll nv reach anywhere near good. im starting to lose hope. its bad. i know. but when will all this end?
welllll.. throughout the whole week, i was looking forward to friday. now friday has come and i've got nothing to look forward to. its just this repeated cycle of never-ending nonsense. weekdays, u've sch. study, mug like shit, rush to complete homework, receive lousy results, lose ur motivation. yeah. its practically occuring every weekday. den when it comes to the weekends, ur workload SUDDENLY becomes really great. like three essays to complete and other stuffs. when will this end? i'll nv forget that week we had bout 6 essays to complete. i almost lost my mind. tis is crazy. at this rate, i'll probably just lose myself.
so bring me faraway...
under the clear blue sea, treading on the soft white sand. and that lovely pink that fills the sky like a mesmerising piece of artwork. the beautiful rain that falls, leaving those endless flow of droplets on the glass of ur window. the wind that tugs at the hem of ur skirt, and tease the strands of ur hair. bringing calm and peace into this horribly loud world. the night, lying under the stars, humming a sweet melody, slowly drifting away into ur dreams.
in dreams, dancing away. with joy, with pleasure and passion. to be free.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 1:08 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
welllll.. i din feel like updatingg. (too lazyy..) haha. but becoz.. weiling asked me to update. (refer to tagboard) see how much i luv u guysss. honoured anot, weilinggg. =p
hmmm. wat shud i start wif? well. alright. the biggest news to me. or shud i say the greatest info bout my studies. hah. i've got back my block test results. its totally disappointing. in fact, utterly disappointing. i've got 3 U and 2 E! wow! first time in my life im seeing such terrible results la. i swear i studied like mad. teacher told us before that in jc, if u wanna do well, besides working hard, u've also have to have brains (of coz, one thats smart la. dumb den no use. -_-") alright. this shows where im lacking. i've got no, the so called brains. dumb. tats y no matter how hard i try, i stay stagnant, if not, even deteriorating. damn. they say life's unfair. gotta face up wif it. no matter wat, im determined! this wun put me down. Life's beautiful. so no matter how tough it is, i know tat ther are so many ppl ther for me. so, i cant let go! jia you, everybody! =p
damn sian. fell sick after rushing the econs essay last week. i tink its becoz i slept last. i tink bout 1 plus, 2 like tat. damn sian lar. i feel so lethargic. dong~ so sickly lar. so i've to bring my jacket everywhere i go, coz im sooooo cold! it even rained today larr. well, i luv the rain like crazy. but getting caught in the rain brings out the ugliest impression of u in someone else's eyes. sharon, does this remind u of wat happen? when that special someone happen to see the whole process of me getting drenched. oh how glamorous. hmph. dun fren her! bleah. anyway, im really hoping to get well from my sickness and also the fracture thing! :) so i can go back to running! lalala~
woooo~ jo's b'day is coming! so happy for her! at least something to motivate her till the end of this week. jo. u muz jia you alrighttt? haha. i know u can do it. and i really tink u're really clever, i swear! so dun give up! we're always here for ya! :)
arghhhh. alright. i tink i've to go.coz i've got sbq mock test tomorrow as well as gp essay writing. so eeeee right? but nvm! i muz work harder! jiayou! :) yay~~~ i love test! eeewwwww. =p
anyway, zoo land, can we hav another outing?? haha. miss u guys like crazy. :)
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