yes. i feel like i've been cursed. everyone is like against me. (especially Mr Pang and Ms Loo) :( they scolded me. hmm. i know im in the wrong. i shud hav done my work, and not give irrelevant comments. just feeling down and sensitive. anyway, just to tel everyone, if i ever blank out or did not hear u speak or get a little moody or agitated or stuffs, im so sorry. know its not excusable. but pls, need time to get over tis.
overall, i tink i've done quite well. :) im stil able to smile. or at least remain cheerful, other than times when im tinking bout wat happened. im just trying to motivate myself to come to sch and do all my homework to keep me away from thinking. other than tat, i tink i just cant get totally over it. its stil inevitable tat i stil stone or tink a lot at times. cant get to sleep at night. i'll just lie awake on my bed and stare blankly at above. hmm. besides tat, im having horrible dreams. argh. like last night, i dremt bout terrorists. oops. Ee Chin said its just tinking too much bout history. haha. mayb.
yeah. mayb my sch is having a Valentines day concert. er, its on the day b4 v day, so tat couples can spend their precious time together on v day. excellent idea by Sharon. :) hmmm. teacher said tat vocalists would be singing on tat day!! yay~ at least teacher stil cares bout us. i guess its hard to be in his shoes, especially last yr. when the members weren't even devoted to their cca. teacher was sad. but we can make things better! promise! i'll do my best! yay~ looking forward to it. but if my singing is awful, pardon me!! =p
hmmm. i'll better not continue anymore. coz im having difficulty in forming my sentences. argh. nvm. thanksss!! bye bye~
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