hMMmmmm.. look at me. pathetic, lonely and boredddd.. haha. or boringgg???
nahss.. im just crapping. seriously.. the internet is so lag cannn. darn. i can't even visit any blog or crap. i tried visiting other websites and YES. "Internet Explorer cant locate the website." heard its bcoz of the earthquake. y? y? y? it means the loss of lives again. darn. emphasis on how vulnerable life is. pray tat all lives lost will rest in peace. luv foreva.
todayy~~ been to return my Haagen Dazs uniform. damn. i felt so emotional. after a month of memories. i couldn't let go. as i packed the uniform, i tot bout my frens, my workplace, the nice managers. how much they did for me. everything. and i luv the apron cannn.. touched it and looked at it for the last time. my name tag. the one thing tat shud belong to me. my very own name. and i gave it away. i couldnt help it. i was moody. darn. they really gave me a lot of opportunities. everything. all the luv. ahhhh.. i din even take pics in my uniform and my workplace. im gonna miss it real much. cant stand it. y cant i just let it go like how others do. im just too emotional, i admit.
today was rather boring. sweet and me were sick. and couldnt really do much without our sickness hindering us. and the one thing tat i dun like. our Indecisiveness. arghhh. make the decision laarrrrr.. hahah. 3 more days together. and sch will reopen. we'll be struggling in our own environment. :( luv foreva. reluctance to leave ur arms.
he's got a bbq on new yr's eve. yummy!! but fattening.. haha.
hey hey, im going. wanna play heroes wif my bro! woo hOo~ :)
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 10:09 PM
Monday, December 25, 2006
lalala~
im feeling ultra happy today!! WoOooo~
had Christmas celebrations at Huiming's house. and guess wat! her lovely sis prepared a great meal for us man! it was really delicious! the dinner's fantastic. seriously, its soo warm having a nice dinner wif my greatest Zoo Land. haha. reminds me of the brand of the biscuits la!! lalala~
we exchanged presents too! haha. was really exciting la. i mean, even if it wasn't, we were really trying to create tat lovely Christmas mood! haha. and James came over too! was really great. i miss him so much! haha. my sweEEeet god-bro!! i really luv it. all of us, back to the old times. fabulous! =p
and i just bathed!! wOoo~ my hair smells goodd. coz of the lovely shampoo! lalala~ i dun careEEeeee! haha. just rmbed tat i forgotten to spray perfume todayy. so sad cannnnn... i felt so naked without my perfume. coz i love the smell of it! it makes me go wOoooo~
greattt.. it reminds me of my sweetheart. he smells gooooddd! haha. nvm. make me sooo jealous. tat silly guyyy....
haha. im loving it the way it is now. :) bliss~ Loved. :D
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 4:07 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
hMmm.. backed at this again. haha.
these few days im down wif sickness. darn. i tot after working, now i could at least get down to business and do my darn homework which is stacking up like nobody's business. wif the deadline drawing closer and closer, wat can i do other than moan or sigh or CoMpLaiN?? haha. im just kidding. i'll finish it when i feel better! no excuses. i dun wan to hav to face the music when the time is up.
yay!! im not working anymore! whoppieEee~ its like freedom. but the only setback is "why hav i gotta fall sick at this time!~!" darn! Christmas and New Year is so near laa.. and Christmas meanss lotssss of ChoCoLaTes!! and i tink i've gotten my pay!! heh heh heh~ but Christmas also means something.. Presentss. and we've gotta buy lots of presents.. which meansss $$. :( but dun care.. i console myself by saying it comes once a yr. yeah. mayb it works??? hahaha.
and my daddyy!! tat horrible meanie! he bought lots of chocs and ice-cream, etcc... saying he's in Christmas mood. tat doesn't justify the fact tat he's trying to tempt me despite knowing that i cant eat it!! :( i see the chocccc and my mouth waterr. darn. and i end up eating "non-heaty" biscuits. arghhhhhhh! i cant take it anymore. cant live w/o chocs lo~
darnnn.. and im sick! arghhhh. running nose. argh. sore throat. :( i cant sing. yuckss. and i've gotta take disgusting pills. darnnnnnnnnnnn...... shhhh. i shud control.. :) cheers. im in a good mood today!!
but silly cher going for hockey camp tomorrow. :( sad. i'll be alone again.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 1:59 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
confusion. darn.
sometimes, i really dunno wat are u tinking. they told me tat i dun know u well. i refuse to admit it. but i guess i hav to. u always keep me in doubts. is tat the security my luv's suppose to give?
i hate to say it. but i hate guessing. and everytime i ask u, u said nothing. great. and if i continue asking, i feel like im forcing u to say.
wats a relationship to u? really...
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 10:12 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
:) im doing a silly grin. lalala~
staring at the phone and smiling like a retard. but i dun care~ haha. its ultra sweet cannnnn.... :) haha. gonna announce to the world. haha. share my joy! my baby hand packed a pint for me! awwwww... so sweet can!!
haha. its likeeeeeeeee "WoO hoOooo~" yay~~~~ =p
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 3:02 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
It feels like im going thru tis all alone.
even if the situation got worst, perhaps u might not even lift a single finger to help.
lurving u was nv easy. so true. i knew. but i just couldn't let go.
am i tired? tired of giving? mayb so, i really dunno.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 3:04 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
yes. i know its crazy (looks at the time now). hadn't had the intentions to write a blog entry. until i read what Bobbie tagged and Cher's blog. speechless. wat do u wan me to say? fine. im in the wrong. will that do?
im always working all the time that i dun even bother bout the family.
i dun miss Mummy and Daddy at all.
and coz im working on Sat, it means that i dun bother bout family dinner.
fine. aren't those just logical?
im tired of speaking. really.
i hate explaining. wats the use even if i can explain my actions. it turn out to be either one of us in the wrong. isn't it?
u can jolly well say that u only worked for two days in a week and rejecting ur boss is somehow difficult. yes. i can understand where ur coming from. but do u understand? Vivo's as the boss said is the most profitable location. and u know what it means? it means that it freakingly is the most busiest outlet. thus, wif more customers, more workers are needed to meet up with the demands of the customer.
do u know that many of the staffs are quiting?
do u know that now, there are only new staffs who dun know the accurate procedures to some stuffs that the usual staffs hav to teach them? do u really understand?
like what u say, its not easy to turn my manager down when now he really needs us.
after explaining, the conclusion will stil be that which explanation is more logical, that person is right. i dun care bout who's right now.
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