hey yA! im back! hmmmm... well, what shud i say?? dun care, muz write a happy entry today!
haha. today, im going to change the shoe that bobbie bought for me. haha. my feet is too large, u c. arghh.. hate it. muz have been an elephant in my last life. haha. sorry. its nonsense. haha. well, im all dressed up to go! had my hair blown and clothes ironed. well, it seems like ages ago since i really put in the effort to prepare for an outing. haha.
amazing. after the exams are over, it seems like im pretty much a bore. lazing around. talking nonsense. watching tv, snacking. losing track of all my senses. its wonderful to have so much free time that we had been deprived of. but too much is really crazy. i practically juz slacked the whole day, with my storybook as well as my bed. finished my book too k ? c how much free time i have. haha. i too wanted not to lose touch of my womanly side! haha. i went thru an elaborated process of spring cleaning. haha. clean my chair, table, vacumning the floor as well as my bed. mopping too! amazing!! woo hoo~ and it smells great! =p
hmmm. the topic bout my results. argh.. its going to be depressing. but i refuse to allow myself to wallow in self-pity anymore. once its over, its over. jus gotta tel my sec sch fren bout whats going on in my life. so that we all are updated on the latest news ya? hmmm. well, i din meet up to the criteria, u c. yeah. its depressing to tink of retaining. not that im saying that retaining is bad or anything. its just that i cant bring myself to face anyone. i cant bear to c my frens all far away. u know, so near yet so far. u c them, but no longer as close as before. it really hurts. i can nv understand how alvin, sharon and ee chin felt. but i know, they muz have been real strong to face this and to be able to carry on. well, i luv u guys. i know, the pain would be unbearable, so perhaps, i'll choose to leave. to where? im stil not sure. well, i can only say "see how it goes ya?" i promise myself. not to be sad. so.... im not !! haha. im stil happy like i always am!
arghhhh.. time really flies. so fast. just a slight moment passed and im 18. haha. is it good? i dunno. i just feel... oLd. argh.. i wanna grow up. but i dun wanna grow old. i onder what would happen after studying. will i ever find a job that i really wan? perhaps even relating to what i studied? if not, what is studying for if we dun make use of it at all?? hmmm. but i wanna drive! heh heh. wanna prove people wrong that its not always females who are the lousy drivers k? haha. dun wanna tink bout the test. haha. coz i know its gonna take a LONG time b4 i can even tink of driving. ahhh. wat am i talking bout. well, tis happens when u've practically nothing on mind for the whole of three days.
ok. i tink im done. im just trying to kill time. coz im meeting cheryl like 7 plus. and u c the time now?? i've said that im prepared and dressed up. well. waiting really is a waste of time. :( cheer up!! haha.
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