though its boring (at the start of the day la), but during break we had fun talking and playing cards. argh. though im bad at it. haha. and we watched a show called "Ever After", brought to sch by Shelly. haha. its sOoooo Cinderella la. and its prettyyy! im really happy. at least they made the effort to call us all in to watch. i joined too and had fun. hah. i really hope that our class would be like that. though the presence of cliques might inevitable occur, it really is wonderful to be bonded as a class. haha. rmb, we can always hav fun together!
after that, i went to meet my sec sch frenz and Miss Tang! haha. it was really fun. i was like talking all the time. haha. big mouth. well, there wasn't like any barriers at all. freely talking and laughing. practically enjoying every moment man. i wan another dinner together! haha. i really miss them all so much! =p
hmmm. tomorrow there's a chinese mock exam. darn. am not going to study for it. no use. since teacher somehow given up on us. argh. nvm.
haha. my kor said he wanna watch "Death Note". And his watching wif me tomorrow. isn't that just sweet? haha. i waannnnaa watch! wOo hoO. entertainment is nv enough. haha.
hav fun everyone! =p
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:01 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
argh.
y is it so strange? i tot we were really close. damn. mayb i hate my presence, mayb its redundant. mayb it just empty inside. mayb im bloodless and emotionless.
dun let me feel alone. :(
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 10:56 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
hey yA! im back! hmmmm... well, what shud i say?? dun care, muz write a happy entry today!
haha. today, im going to change the shoe that bobbie bought for me. haha. my feet is too large, u c. arghh.. hate it. muz have been an elephant in my last life. haha. sorry. its nonsense. haha. well, im all dressed up to go! had my hair blown and clothes ironed. well, it seems like ages ago since i really put in the effort to prepare for an outing. haha.
amazing. after the exams are over, it seems like im pretty much a bore. lazing around. talking nonsense. watching tv, snacking. losing track of all my senses. its wonderful to have so much free time that we had been deprived of. but too much is really crazy. i practically juz slacked the whole day, with my storybook as well as my bed. finished my book too k ? c how much free time i have. haha. i too wanted not to lose touch of my womanly side! haha. i went thru an elaborated process of spring cleaning. haha. clean my chair, table, vacumning the floor as well as my bed. mopping too! amazing!! woo hoo~ and it smells great! =p
hmmm. the topic bout my results. argh.. its going to be depressing. but i refuse to allow myself to wallow in self-pity anymore. once its over, its over. jus gotta tel my sec sch fren bout whats going on in my life. so that we all are updated on the latest news ya? hmmm. well, i din meet up to the criteria, u c. yeah. its depressing to tink of retaining. not that im saying that retaining is bad or anything. its just that i cant bring myself to face anyone. i cant bear to c my frens all far away. u know, so near yet so far. u c them, but no longer as close as before. it really hurts. i can nv understand how alvin, sharon and ee chin felt. but i know, they muz have been real strong to face this and to be able to carry on. well, i luv u guys. i know, the pain would be unbearable, so perhaps, i'll choose to leave. to where? im stil not sure. well, i can only say "see how it goes ya?" i promise myself. not to be sad. so.... im not !! haha. im stil happy like i always am!
arghhhh.. time really flies. so fast. just a slight moment passed and im 18. haha. is it good? i dunno. i just feel... oLd. argh.. i wanna grow up. but i dun wanna grow old. i onder what would happen after studying. will i ever find a job that i really wan? perhaps even relating to what i studied? if not, what is studying for if we dun make use of it at all?? hmmm. but i wanna drive! heh heh. wanna prove people wrong that its not always females who are the lousy drivers k? haha. dun wanna tink bout the test. haha. coz i know its gonna take a LONG time b4 i can even tink of driving. ahhh. wat am i talking bout. well, tis happens when u've practically nothing on mind for the whole of three days.
ok. i tink im done. im just trying to kill time. coz im meeting cheryl like 7 plus. and u c the time now?? i've said that im prepared and dressed up. well. waiting really is a waste of time. :( cheer up!! haha.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 5:02 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
yAaaaaaayYYyyyyyyy~~ i Luv today. haha. exams over. shopping time!! heh heh. serious deprivation man. no entertainments, no joy! now, lots of tv and movies and shopping!! haha.
argHhhhhhhh... y Mcr's album hasn't been released in S'pore?? oh my god. best man. did u c the lead singer? his ohhh so handsome with his new look la. damn sexy. wOo hoO~ haha. i wanna buy the album! darn. been searching around today. no hope.
been shopping too! haha. but.. bought nothing. sad case la. i was so bored. that i decided to go for a haircut. haha. lame. but i tink its so exciting la. i din plan for anything and trusted the hair stylist to do as he wish. well. results arrr... eh. ok lo. so so la. not fantastic or too bad la. stil acceptable.
Khalis is so nice la. his band too! they offered to play my song. errr. i mean their band is willing to play my song for the open house this sat. but i guess. it will b unfair for them right? like another song means new tempo, chords and stuff. problematic. so i asked cher if she is willing to play for me instead! haha. she agreed la. haha. so exciting! i hope it will turn out well. the whole performance, i mean! haha. well, join musician's club! yeah!
hmmm. tomorrow will be a boring day. but its ok! i'll try to hav fun. but wat could be more boring den spending about three hours listening to talks and stuff. well. this teaches us tolerance! yeah. a virtue.
exams are over, and it means joy to the world. ok. i exaggerated. joys to the students! yay~ three cheers for all of us. and Mcr! yAAaaaaYyyYYyyYYyyyyyy~
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