hey.. guess wat. i realised something ! haha.. well actually, it isn't something amazing at all. im just trying to start off with excitement to brighten up my life ! haha.. ok.. its dumb, i know.
well.. know wats the new discovery? i realised that every week is depressing.. haha.. and disappointing fact is that the unhappiness level of each week intensifies slowly. damn. y like that huh ? well. juz dun care. i call this as the "reality of life". sad right.. we, students are crazily deprived of joy and time.
hMmmmm.. tis week's homework load right, is enough to kill me, seriously. coz we arts students ma. the totally retarded ones, who write essays and essays and essays for homework, which resulted in me, the laziness to even write another blog entry. haha. well.. list of homeworks ar.. history SBQ essay ar.. three this week ok ???? madness la.. den lit also got essay and PC. pw got Eom draft two to do. den stil got econs essay, the one we did for group work. hmm.. wat else ? oh ya. im really saved by the fact that the discussion thread for GP isn't due on Fri. or we would have seven essays to do this week. enough to drown a dead person. haha. wat am i talking. nvm.. nonsense.
wAh.. this week, Sharon told me some stuffs. well... im shocked. seriously. well.. i shudn't dwell on it anymore. it doesn't even involve me. argh. forget it ! personal ok ??? haha..
oh ya.. got back maths test marks already.. sad ar sad.. haha.. nvm.. i blame myself. i din even study for it. i really did wanna study for it. but i swear. we din have the time. if not i would. i would force myself if i could to study for watever test there is, even if its just a common test we have every week. But we seriously din even have the time. time are used for homework already. and if the work load is not scarying u much, let me tel u the no. of hours we have to sleep only. if u wanna be a good student who does all his or her work, average number of hours u sleep per day would be 4hrs. i swear its true. my time to sleep had been delayed to the earliest, 1 plus and the latest, 3plus. save us !
nvm.. forget the sadness.. time for happy ones !!
ok.. after such a tedious week, i've finally manage to finish all the essays ! argh.. not to mention bout those practices like maths and lit pc la.. i'll not sleep if i've done all of them la. nvm.. the act of putting effort to do is already a good thing. Sharon, dun be demoralised by wat others say alright? doing those at ur own suitable pace is good enough. dun be affected by wat others have got to say k ? i'll be here to encourage u !! yay~ ur going to be done soon, seriously! c, u've already done ur Eom la.. and so many others haven done theirs ! so, have confidence in urself ! and when u finished all, u will be so proud of urself k ? but rmb. to take care of urself k ? dun overwork urself like wat u did on thurs night !
hmm.. another happy thing. well.. charlie, related to the rain. actually, i din know that u saw that blog entry. but i have to apologise too. that was a little mean. but it was written in anger and sadness at that time. im sorry if it sounded so harsh. but i was really upset. seriously. well.. after i saw ur msg, i did really think of those times that we talk together b4. u know. i do wanna let us forget bout all that had happened and pretend like nothing ever happen b4. but i cant forget it all like that. im really hurt. but i hope time will let my wounds heal and i'll be back to normal again. pls give me time alright ? im sorry.. but i do wanna return to the past when we were so close frens. i will still treasure u like i always do.
haha.. now, although i lost my sunshine, i've found a rainbow! haha. and im happy already.
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