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Friday, June 02, 2006

hAha !!
iM bAck aFtEr a sUpEr LoNg 'bReAk'.. hAha.. eR.. aCtuaLLy, tO sAy the tRuTh, iM feeLiNg guiLty fOr nOt uPdAtiNg mY bLoG fOr suCh a LoNg tiMe ! eR.. =p

hMmm..
coMmeNts oN mY pReviOus bLoG eNtrY !! hAha.. iT LoOks LiKe raiNboW doTs !! oOoohh sO yuMmy !! =p hAha.. cHoCoLatE wOuLd bE bEtTer ! oOh mY.. sO deLiciOuS~ hAha.. iM cRaviNg fOr cHocS aGain... aRgh...

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LiFe's bEen iN a toTaL coNtRadictiOn.. sOmetiMes iT tuRns oUt tO bE fuLL oF jOy, hAha,, eSpeciaLLy wHen iM hiGh aNd wHen iTs fRidAy !!!! yAyYYyyyy..... bUt sOmetiMes iT moVes sOoooo fAst, u hAdnt' hAd tiMe tO tuRn bAck oR tO eVen tAke a bReak.. iT juSt moVes oN.. heArtLeSs aNd eMotioNLeSs.. aRgh.. iTs onLy aFteR eXpeRienCiNg jC LiFe, tHat I rEaLiSed hOw tEdioUs tHis rouTe tuRneD oUt tO bE.. i swEar.. tiMe pAssEs sO dAmn fAst aNd sOon oNe wEek iS gOne, tHen, thE oTheR, thEn, a mOntH aNd mAnY mThs aNd noW haLf a yEar hAvE gOne PaSs.. sOmetiMes, i rEaLLy woNdeR iF i hAd LoSt aLL mY eMotiOns aNd juSt hAve tO livE LiFe tHe wAy iT goeS ?? iTs a pUshiNg fOrCe tHat pUsheS u sO fAst, u faLL aNd u gEt uP aGain, faLL aND gEt uP aGain.. rEpEtiTion oF faLLinG aND gEtTiNg up.. tiLL u LosE tRack oF uR LiFe.. iT bEcoMEs a bOriNg cHorE.. duNno wAt tHe heLL uR doiNg.. aRgh.. wAts wrOng wiF mE ???? nAh.. dUn woRry, iM fiNe.. hAha.. toLd u i'Ve LoSt mY fEeLiNgs.. goTten uSed tO iT aLrEady.. juSt coMpLain, cRap aNd tRaSh eVerytHing ouT aNd iT wiLL bE fiNe !! hAha.. tHe wAy i'LL aLwAys bE -HaPpy aNd onLy hApPy- !! :)

wAt i wAnNa sAy ???
oHhh.. mY bUnCh oF Jc fRieNds aRe cOoL, oUtgoiNg aNd eXcitiNg pEopLe.. mY fRienDs tUrN tOtaL boRedoM tO a WorLd oF LaughTer aNd joKes! aCtuaLLy, iTs niCe iN a LoT oF wAys.. pEopLe aLwAys tHink tHat Jc sTudENts aRe pEopLe wHo aRe sTuck-uP, nErDs oR pEopLe wHo aRe eXtrAoRdinAryLy(eR.. iS tHerE sUch woRd?) cLeVer.. bUt uR toTaLLy wRoNg !! i c nO diFfeRence bEtWeEn jC, poLy, iTe oR anY oTher iNstiTutiOns aVaiLabLe.. i C pEopLe wHo sELectiVeLy cHoOse tHe rOuTe wHicH tHey pReFer tHe bEst aNd eXceL iN tHem, tHe wAy thEy wAn iT tO bE.. nO diFf, pEopLe !! tRust mE.. jC sTudenTs aRe duMb tOo.. hAha.. oNe cLaSsiC eXampLe : mE. eRm.. oR iS iT onLy mE, tHe dumB onE ??? hAha.. i'Ve bEen faiLiNg aLmoSt eVerytHing i guEss. nVm.. iT uSed tO be sO dEpResSing.. buT aFteR eXperiEnciNg iT sO mANy tiMes, i'Ve gOtTen uSed tO iT.. frOm aLwAys pAsSing tO kEeP faiLing iS toTaLLy eMotiOnaLLy uPseTtiNg. aRgh.. i LoSt tHe woRd tO deScRibE it.. nVm.. cHeErS !! LiFe sTiL goEs oN aNd LIFE iS BEAUTIFUL !! :D

sOmEtiMes, i'LL siT iN tHe sCh cAntEen aNd sTone.. sOmetiMEs, i'LL tHinK oF tHe pAst.. mY sEc sCh aNd EvErytHing.. aLL tHe tEaChers wHo dOtE oN uS aNd sUch.. aLL tHat hAd gOnE pAsS iN juSt a fLasH, tHat thEy aLL hAd bEen rEduCed fRom tHe StaTe oF rEaLitY tO mEmoRy.. tHiNgs aRe sO sTrAnge.. i wOnDer wHat aM i liVing mY LiFe fOr.. iM LiVing tHE dAy aS iT pAss.. i dUn hAve aNy pLans iN miNd oR aNytHing.. i jUst kNow, i muZ fiNish mY eDucation aNd dO weLL.. tHats iT.. iT coMpLeTeLy rEduCed tHe wiDe rangE oF imaGinAtion tO tRaditoNaLLy tHe sAfeSt roUte on eArtH : eDucatioN, u cAn't gO wRong wiTh tHat.. weLL.. nVm.. mAke tHe bEst oUt oF iT tHen..

oH ya.. aS i wAs sAyiNg.. i'LL tHink bOut tHe pAst (sEc sCh DaYs).. mY fRieNds aNd tEachErs pLay suCh a mAjor roLe iN mY LiFe, oTher tHan mY fAmiLy.. soMetimeS, iM rEaLLy aFraiD i'LL gRaduaLLy LoSe coNtAct wiF u guYs aNd nV eVer sEeiNg u aLL aGain.. i duN wAn tHat tO haPpEn.. i kNow iT maY souNd fUnNy.. bUt u gUys aRe suCh grEat pEopLe tHat i'LL nV rEgRet kNowing.. soMetiMes whEn i sAy i reaLLy miSs u gUys, i mEan iT, tRuLLy riGht fRom tHe hEart.. every siNgLe tHing i Say.. i duN wAn tHis fRienDshiP tO breaK aWay iNtO piEcEs.. aNd i kNow tHat iTs noRmaL tO haVe nEw pEopLe coMiNg iNtO oUr LiFe aNd pErhaPs rEpLaciNg oUr pLaCes eVen.. bUt iTs oK.. cOz kNowinG tHat u guyS aRe a PaRt oF mY LiFe anD tHat u aLL wiLL sTiL bE, iS mY sOuRce oF eNcouRagemeNt ! tHanks sO muCh fOr eVeryThing u aLL hAve giVen mE.. aNd i LoVe mY fRiEnds LikE cRaZy, bE iT fRom sEc sCh oR fRoM jC oR aNythiNg. tHanks ! LiFe's bEaUtiFuL bEcoZ oF u gUys ! :) :)

hMm..
aM i vEry eMotioNaL.. hAha.. i duNno.. mAyb tHere's sO muCh tO sAy.. aNd iM tRyiNg tO gEt iT aLL ouT iN a sHort tiMe tHat iT soUndEd wEirD aNd fuNny.. hAha.. i duNnO.. hAha.. sTaY haPpy, tHe wAy wE aLwAys aRe.. duN dENy uRseLf oF uR riGhts tO bE haPpy.. aRghh.. aLriGht.. nOnsEnsE coMiNg oUt oF mY mouTH aLrEady !! k ! bYe ! :)

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