hMm.. aNotHer nEw sTart tO a dAy.. hAha.. tOday, eR.. i mEan tHurSday.. iS goNna bE a fuN dAy, i gUEsS.. hAha.. iM goiNg cLotHes-huNtiNg !! yiPPie~ iTs sHoPpiNg tiMe !! wOo hOo..
aH.. duN aSk mE wHy iM sTiL aWakE aT tHiS tiME oF tHe niGht.. hMm.. :( .. iM tiRed.. bUt coZ mY sKin oN mY fAce iS stiL pEeLiNg, sO i hAve tO aPpLy hAzeLinE sNow oN iT .. arGh.. i LoOk LiKe a moNsTer.. hAha.. rEaLi.. i cAn't sLeEp yeT.. hAha.. i duN wAn hAzELinE sNow aLL oVer mY piLLoW.. sO.. nO cHoiCe ....
hMm.. i tiNk yEstErdaY wAs a moDerAte dAy.. eR.. i mEan nEithEr fuN noR boRing.. wEnt tO cHAnGe mY jEans.. hAha.. tHe siZe wAs tOo sMaLL, u C.. oH mAN.. WhiCH mEans iM fAt.................. bOo hOo hoO.. wePt wEpt.. nVm.. iTs aLriGht.. i'vE bEen doiNg eXerciSe LatELy !! hAha.. yiPpiE.. heaLtHy !!
aHhhh... iM sO boRed.. noThinG tO dO.. saD sAd.. weLL.. hAve u eVa feLT sO sAd, moOdy aNd LoneLy tHat u stAre iNtO sPacE, wiShiNg soMeoNe wOuLd coME aNd tAke aWay aLL tHE boRedoM ?? weLL.. i pRobabLy diD tAt sO mAny tiMEs tHat nOw, iM sMArTer !! hAha.. i dUn waNna rOt oR stOnE, u C.. sO, i tOok mY fOolsCap pApeR, pEnciL aNd eRasEr tO mY roOm, oN tHE LigHts aND aiR-coN, sWitCh oN tHe cD-pLaYer aND LaY oN mY bEd, wRitiNg a sTorY aNd dRawiNg aNytHing tHAt coMEs tO miNd.. hAha.. mayB iF aNYoNe's boRed, tHey miGht LiKe tO tRy tHis.. hAha.. pErhAps eVen pLayiNg cLaSsiCaL mUsiC.. hAha.. coZ nOw wiF tHE cLasSicaL muSic, eVen iF u cAn't drAw oR wRitE sToRiEs, u wiLL aT LEasT sLeEp.. tHiS wiLL heLp tO kiLL tiMe, u C..
aRgh.. bEfoRe i sTart taLkiNg rubBiSh, i hAd bEtTer LEaVe !! hAha.. gOod niGht.. sWeeT dReaMzZ.. :p
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 2:14 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
aHh... iM beAt........ dAmN tiRed aR.. bUt weLL.. i guEss iTs woRth iT.. hAha..
tODaY.. wAs a LoveLy dAy.. nAh.. mAyb a LitTLe LoVeLy aNd nOt.. hMm.. LeT mE eLaboRaTe !! hAha.. wE aLL dEciDed tO hAve piCniC tODaY.. iTs aLL sEt aNd dEciDed.. hoWeVa.. tWo oF oUR gD fRenZ sUdDenLy wEre uNabLe tO coMe.. weLL.. tHis dAmpEneD oUr sPiriTs.. hMm.. bUT tHe piCniC stiL wEnt oN.. aNd wE aLL eNjoYed iT !! yiPpiE~! yUmMy~! aNd deLicioUs~!
sOon.. aLL wAs bOrEd aND wE dEciDed tO gO cYcLiNg ! aNd weLL.. mAyb u gUys dUn kNow tHat i dUnNo hOw tO cYCLe.. hAha.. wEpt wePT.. diSgRaCe tO tHE gErs.. aHHhhh... bUt i tRieD rEaL hArd aNd pErspiReD a Lot.. hAha.. u cOuLd sAy i waS dReNcheD iN mY sWeaT.. tHEn.. iT gOt dRizZLinG.. dAmn.. nOw wE diN kNow wAt tO do.. vEry soOn, tHE RaiN gOt sMaLLer aND wE dEcidEd tO cycLe rOunD eAst coAst pArk.. aNd aS u kNow.. iM sTiL sTruGgLiNg wiTh tHE uNcO-oPerAtiVe mAchiNe.. aND bY tHe wAy, tHere wEre Lots oF pEopLe heRe tODay !! aND i wAs LiKe a biG sTonE bLocKinG tHeiR wAy.. sOmE gLArEd aT mE foR nEaRLY cRaShiNg iNto tHem.. sOmE kEep riNgiNg tHeiR duMb beLL, aS iF aSkiNg mE tO gEt oUt of tHE wAy.. aT fiRst i tOLerAted iT aLL.. bUT sOon, iT gOt oN mY nErves.. i aLmoSt wAntEd tO sCrEam aT tHem.. cAnt tHey juSt bE sYmpAtHetiC tOwaRds mE? iM tHeRe sTruGgLiNg sO hArd, u kNow .. eVeryoNe hAs tHEir fiRst tiME riGht ? iTs juSt tHAt mE sTartEd a wEe biT LatER tHen tHeiRs..
sOon.. tHE raiN gOt hEaviEr.. aNd tHEre, i wAs sTiL tRyinG tO ride mY biKe.. sOon.. i mAnAgEd tO cycLe tHE fiRst LonG diStAnce !! i wAs sO hApPy.. hAha.. wiDe gRin oN mY fAce !!! hAha..ChRis, mUi kHim aNd cHEr aLL fELt hapPy foR mE !! yiPpiE... i feLT grEat !! tHen... tHE rAin gOT rEaL hEavy tHat i wAs WeT aLL oVer.. bUT wE haD tO tRaveL bAck tO rEtuRn tHE biKe.. tHen.. tHeRe cAmE a sLopE.. i wAs AfrAid.. bUt i TriEd tO contRoL tHE sPeeD.. sOoneR tHen i kNew, i hiT tHE RaiLinGs oN tHE siDe aND LanDed fLAt oN tHE gRaSs wiTh mY biKe.. tHere i wAs.. dEmoRaLiSed, eXhaUstEd, wEak, hUrt, aND sEriOusLy dRenChed.. LyinG tHere.. i aLmoSt cRieD oUt.. cUts wEre bLeEdiNg oN mY LeFt haNd.. hAha.. weLL.. iM wEak.. tHen i rEfuSed tO riDe tHE biKE.. bUT sOon aFtEr wE hiD fOr tHe rain, cHer pErsuAdEd me nOt tO giVE up.. tHis tiMe, cHriS bouGht RaiNcOAts fOR uS aLL.. hAha... aNd wE aLL LookEd LiKE cUTe, LiTtLE dUckLiNgs riDdiNg tHE bIcycLE.. hAha.. tHis jouRneY bAck couLD bE dEsCriBed aS fuN, tiRiNg aND tErRifyiNg.. wE wEre uNdErgoiNg tHiS "oBsTacLe". hahA.. suPEr hEavy rAin... tHE RaiN kEpt faLlinG iNto mY eYes.. tHEre wEre LighTniNgs eVerY noW aND Then.. aND oN tHE wAy bAck, i fELL aNotHer tHrEe TiMEs.. aLL noT as bAd aS tHE fiRst sErioUs fALL.. aT LEaSt nOW i rOdE sEvEraL LonG riDes !! hAha..
wHen wE finaLLY rEachEd tHE biKE rEntaL sHop, i wAs rEaLLy woRn oUt, huRt aND iN a pAthetiC coNditiOn.. bUT i fELT gReaT !! hAha.. iTs LiKE, u suFfeRed sO muCh aNd wAs eVen oN tHE vErge oF dYing.. eR .. mAyb aNyoNe couLd hAve fALLen oF tHEir biKes aND diE oR eVen gEt sTrucK bY tHE LiGHtniNg.. bUt wE sUrviVed !! hAha.. i rEaLLY fELT gReaT ! i fiNALLY LeArN hOW tO riDe a biCycLe !!!!! yiPpie..
toDay iS rEaLLY fuN !!
weLL.. caN i taLk bouT cHriStmaS ?? hAha.. aT boUT 3Am tO 5 pLus, i sAw hiM !! wOo hoO !! hAha.. buT i wAs iN a rEaLLY sAd coNditiON.. hAha.. mY sKin pEeLinG fRom mY fAce.. tHe sUpEr LoNg waLk frOm mAriNa tO oRchArd.. tHe vEry sLeePy fEeLiNg aND mY Wet jEans.. aHh.. saD cAse.. aND hE sAw mE iN tHiS pAthEtiC coNditioN.. aHHhhhh... bAng mY hEad oN tHE waLL suAn Le.. bUt.. nVm !!!! sEeiNg hiM mAke mE haPpiEr tHaN aNythiNg.. hE mAde aLL tHE suFfeRinGs oN tHat dAy woRthwhiLe !! aH.. iM sO haPpy juSt tO bE aBLe tO c hiM.. hMm.. caLL mE a siCko iF u wAn .. hAha.. i duN miNd !! wEe~ iTS sO niCe tO bE haPpy, sHa La La.. eVeryboDy sHud Be hApPy~ La LA La..
aLriGht.. i nEed tO gO worK tOmoRroW !! iM gOiNg tO beD noW.. niTey eVeryoNe.. oH yA.. foRgoT tO mEntioN.. wHiLE stRugGLiNg wiTh tHE biKe, a kiNd gUy cAme tO aSk mE iF iM aLriGht ! WoW.. tHeRe aRe sTiL kiNd pEopLE LiVing iN tHis worLd.. aND iTs tHEse pEopLe wHo nV fAiL tO bRigHTen uP uR dAy.. i wAnNA sAy tO hiM "tHAnkS sO mUch ! u aRe gReAt ! aND hAve a niCe dAy !! ". hAha.. aLriGHt.. iM goiNg tO sLeEP noW !! LuV u guYS wHo heLpeD mE tOdAy aNd wHeNeVer i nEedeD heLp ! tAta aNd sWeEt dReaMS ! :p
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 11:49 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
siGh.. wAts LiFe wHen eVeryThiNg gO aGaiNst u? sUdDenLY feLt tHat mY gOaL iN LiFe diSaPpEareD .. nOthIng iS LeFt tO fiGht fOr aNYmoRe.. iTs tHe rOutiNe oF sTariNg iNtO sPacE aNd sLeEpiNg aGain.. i tHOughT iM haPpy, nOw tHat tHe hoLidAys hAve coMe.. bUt iT tUrn oUt tO bE sUch a diSapPoiNtmEnt..
stOod bY tHe coRridoR aNd gAzeD aT tHe sKy oN sUnDay niGht.. i sUdDenLy feLt LiFe. i duNno wHy.. pErhAps iTs tHe eNviRomeNt tHEre.. tHe wiNd iS juSt sO pErfeCt iN iTs sTrenGtH.. nEithEr sTronG noR wEak.. tHe sTreEtLiGhts maDe tHe aRea bEauTifuL aND liVeLy.. tHe sTars gLow bRigHtLy aNd cHeErs mE uP.. tHe viEw bEneAth iS sO wOndErfuL, iTs BeYonD deScRiptioN..
tHeSe fEw dAys hAd wOrn mE oUt.. dAmn.. hMm.. bUt iTs aLrigHt.. i gUeSs LifE cANt gO pErfEctLy juSt foR aNyoNe.. weLL.. iM juSt coNtEnteD enOuGh tO bE abLe tO LiE oN mY bEd aNd wRiTe mY diAry.. mAyb soME miGht fiNd mE bEing cHiLdisH.. hAha.. tO bE sTiL wRitiNg diAry eNTriEs... hAha.. bUt.. tHats juSt mE..
writiNg mY diAry At tHat tiMe iS rEaLLy woNdErfuL aNd eNjoYabLE.. iTs tHe LAtE nigHt tHat aLLoWs u tO wRite uR eNtriEs iN pEace wiThout aNy noiSe aT aLL.. moReover, iT aLLows u tO eXprEss oUt wHat u tRuLy fEeL.. witHouT pReSsuRe, wiThout tHe hArsHnEss oF tHe dAy.. tHe pErfEct coMfoRt iS tHe niGht..
sTraNGe aS iT sEems.. i fEeL LiKe tHeRe iS tHis LaYer oF waLL sUrRouNdiNg mE.. weLL.. i dUnnO iF iTs gOod oR bAd.. bAd aS iM nOt mE aT aLL.. im hiDden, siLent, unabLe tO eXprEss oUt wHAt i eXaCtLy fEeL.. gOod aS noW, nObOdy shaLL uNdErsTand mE oR tO eVen gEt cLosE tO mE oR tO eVen hUrt mE aNymoRe.. iM noT tHis wEaK cHaRactEr wHo iS eXpoSed tO sUfFeriNgs oR eVen vuLneRabLE aT aLL.. i'Ve LEaRn tO dEfEnd.. Learn tO pRotEct.. lEarn tO sTay aWay fRom bAd pEopLe..
hAve i reaLLy faLLen ?
iTs u wHo i faiL tO dEfEnd mYseLf fRom.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 10:10 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
hMm.. i gUesS iM iN tHe wRonG tHiS tiMe.. i mAde mY cLosE frEn sAd... hEy Zac.. iF u eVa c This, weLL.. i aPoLgisE aLrigHt ? bUt cAn u teL mE wHat haPpened ?? iM nOt rEaLLy sURe bOut wHAt ExacTLy hApPen.. iM sOrrY iF i mAde u Sad.. dUn mEan tO..
sHud i teL a sTory ? hMm.. oNce, tHere wAs tHis girL.. sHe mEt a gUy nAmeD "A".. hOweVa, aT tHe tiME sHe gOt tO kNow hiM, sHE wAs FaciNg Lots oF pRobLems.. weLL.. FrensHip, reLAtioNshiP aNd StUdiEs wiSe.. aNd hE wAs aLwAys tHeRe fOr hEr.. sOon, tHey bEcamE gOod fRenz aNd sHE aLwayS wEnt tO mSn tO chat wiF hiM.. nO mAtTer hOw LonG iT tAkes hiM tO aPpeaR iN mSn, sHE aLwayS wAitEd.. LiTtLe diD sHe kNow tHat She hAd aLreAdy faLLen iN Luv wiF hiM.. tHEn, eVerydAy wAs LiKe tHAt.. sHE wAitEd aNd WaiTed.. hOpiNg tHAt oNe Day, hE tOo LiKe hEr aNd WanT tO b wiF hEr.. bUt tHAt Day nV cAme.. aS tiMe GOes oN, hE seLdoM cOnTacTed hEr.. sO, sHE CaRrieD oN wiF hEr LiFE, LikE wOrkiNg aNd hAnGinG oUt wiF hEr fRenz.. sLowLy yEt pAinfuLLy sHe fiNaLLy mAnagEd tO Get oVer hiM.. bUt tHen.. He sudDenLy CamE iNto hEr LiFe agAin.. aNd sHE stiL feLL iN LoVe wiF hiM.. tHey ChaTteD oN tHe pHOne tiL wEe hOuRs oF tHe niGht.. buT oNe tHing boUt hiM wAs tHaT hE seLdoM mSg hEr.. sHe aLwaYs wiSh tO c tHe wOrdS "onE mSg rEceiVed" oN hEr hP.. bUt nO.. iTs jUst rAre.. sHe aLwaYs WaiTed, gEt dEjEctEd, uPseT.. tHe onLy thinG sHe wAnTed wAs juSt tO hEar fRom hiM.. sOoN, iT juSt BecAme RaRe tHat He coNtAcTed heR.. sHe wAs miXed wiF fEeLiNgs.. uNsuRe wHeTher hE feLt tHe sAme Way fOr hEr, foR iF hE diD, hE wouLd hAv aLwaYs coNtAct hEr.. nOw.. sHe juSt fEeL LosT aNd coNfuSe wiF aLL tHe wAiTinG, WaitinG aNd wAitinG aNd gEtTinG uPsEt aNd aLL tHe sHit ! .. woRds tO "A" ----> sHe hAd aLWaYs LoVed u aND nOw tHAt sHE finALLy Let gO, sO mUch tRoubLes cAme... y dUn u teL mE hOW sHud sHe fEeL ? hUh ???????????????????? iF u LiKE hEr, y cAnt u jUst sAy so ??????????????????????? *tHis sTory iSn't oNe oF cReatiVity oR iMaginAtion.
i dUn WaNna taLk bOut tHat aNymoRe.
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:39 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005
hMm... iTs aNotheR bRanD nEw dAy !! yiPpie.. niCe ! bUt iM......... a LiTtLe aFraiD ...... oF ...........................
aRgh... tHe rEsuLts oF tHe jC aPpLicAtioN iS oUt.. bUt .... oK.. iM cOwArdy... aRgh.. dAre nOt gO c tHe rEsuLts LeH.. hOw ?? hMm.. wAit fOr cHeryL !! hAha.. wiF hEr aRd, i wiLL b StroNgEr !! hEh heH .... but...... wAt iF pOsteD tO a diFf sCh fRom cHeryL aNd aLEx ??? hUh... i dUn waNna b aLonE.. :(
nVm.. nO FeAr !! iM bRaVE !! hAha.. i'LL b bRaVe eNouGh !!! hAiz... oK.. eNouGh oF aLL tHesE !
oH ya.. tHis soNg iS niCe !! ------> sOnG nAme: jUst tHe girL. BaNd nAme: The cLick fiVe <---------- hAha.. niCe !! yiPpiE !! nEw sOng... hAa...
hMm.. yEstErdAy wAs fUn !! wiTh wEi tiNg, mUi kHim, meL aNd cHristoPher.. ThoUgh a LiTtLe bOrinG.. cOZ meL Late !!!! bAd bAd gEr !! hAha.. juSt jOkinG.. hMm.. tHen wE wEnt tO cAtcH a moVie.. hAha.. wE wEre kiNdA Late.. sO rUsh ruSh ruSh... hAha.. bUt tHe moVie ( tHe pRomiSe ) iS niCe... hAha.. NicHoLas tSe sO haNdsoMe !! hAha.. oK.. iTs tHe cRazy mE aGain !! hAha.. eNougH !!
sO bOred !! bUt.......finaLLy nO moRe DriLLinG souNds !! yiPpiE !! fiNaLLy eND ! sPare mY eArs ! hAha.. aLriGht.. iM goiNg !! bYe bYe..
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 10:29 AM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
guEss wAt !! hAha... i dReAmt oF hiM !! tHe gUy i LiKe !! aiYo.. bUt iN mY dReAm, hE wAs a bAd guY... -_-".. FaiNt.... hAha.. bUt i duN cAre !! eVen iF hE iS tHe woRst moNsTer iN thE wOrLd, i sTiL LuV hiM ... aHhhhhhh... sO muShy riGht ?? dEn shOo shOo sHoO.. dUn c, duN c.. hEhe.. aCtuaLLy, i kNow tHat hE iS a vEry niCe gUy.. coNfiRm wUn bEcoMe a bAd gUy dE.. i tRuSt hiM aNd LikE hiM foR bEinG tHe wAy hE iS.. bUt... iN mY dReams... sOmeoNe toLD hiM tHat i wAs goNna gEt maRried, bUt hiS rEactioN wAs "oOhh.. cOngRatuLatiOns !" aRgh......... sAd. saD. hMm.. aNywAy, wAt oN eartH iS hApPeniNg ?? hAha.. iM geTting mArriEd ????? hAha... iTs juSt sO straNge iSn't iT ?? dReaMs aRe sO wEirD soMetiMes.. hAha..
aNd........................ iTs rEaLLy aN uNLucKy dAy.. tHe fLat beLow mY hoUse wAs uNdErgoiNg rEnoVatioNs !!! aNd foR tHe wHoLe moRniNg aND aFtErnoOn, iT wAs LiKe DriLL, dRiLL, dRiLL, dRiLL.............................................. aNd sO oN... aRgHhhhh........... bUt toLeRance !! hAha.. cOz LasT tiMe bEfoRe wE sHifTed heRe, wE aLso hAd pEopLe tO rEnoVaTe tHe fLat foR uS riGhT ?? sO.... mUz bE fAir tO oThers !! rEn !!! hAha...
iTs rEaLLy bOriNg... hAha.. LucKy tHat tOmoRrow i wiLL bE aT sCh !! hAha.. nO moRe hEariNg oF dRiLLinG sOunds !! yiPpiE !! hAha..
oK dEn..... iM gonNa LeaVe !! tAta.... c u next tiMe aLright ??
aNd.... eRm.. i miSs hiM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hAha... sO mUch ! LaLaLa... i duN cArE ...........................
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 5:33 PM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
.................................. siCk... hAha.. sOme kiNd oF deaD fiSh.. weLL.. foR iNfoRmatioN, iM tHat dEad fiSh.. hAha.. wAs siCk yEstErdAy.. tiL toDay, i stiLL haVen rEcoVered.. aHh... sAd sAd cAse !! :(
yEstErdAy, i wAs bAck aT sCh tO fiLL iN sOme FOrms.. hAd tO wAit fOr dAd tO fetCh mE bAck hOmE, cOz i wAsn't fEeLiNg tHat weLL.. i eVen tHougHt tHat iF i wEre tO gO hoMe, i wOuLd hAve fainTed oN tHe waY bAck hoMe.. hAha.. whiLe wAitiNg, i aLmoSt diEd !! haHa.. mY hEadaChe wAs kiLLiNg mE !! bUt i rEn !!!! hAah.. tiLL dAd cAMe aNd fEtCheD mE hOme !! yiPPiE !! bAck aT hoMe, i rEst fOr sOooOOoo LoNg !! hAha.. woKe uP fOr diNner aNd then, wAtChed tV !! hAha.. 9 0'cLock sHow! yaY !!
oK.. bAck tO toDay !! hAha.. noThing tO dO maN !! iTs rEaLLy sO boRiNg tHAt i Can Even sLeEp fOr tHe wHoLe dAy !! hMm.. wEi tiNg wEnT oN a hoLidAy.. aNd wEi LinG aT woRk.. hUi miNg .. eR .. i duNNo.. sHirLey aT wOrk tOo, i gUeSs.. aNd eVeryoNe iS gOnE !! eVen cheryL wEnt tO woRk wiF mUmMy.. aNd LeFt mE tO rOT aT hOmE !! wAaaaa... sO sAd !!
bUt iTs aLrigHT !!! hAh Hah !! i've gOt mY coM wiF mE !! yiPpiE.. aND iF u aSk wAt dO i dO wiF iT, i pLay tHE piNbALL gaMe !! hAha... :( .... iM rEaLLy sO bOred !!! aRgh.. nV.. i cAn wRitE mY bLoG !! hAha.. niCe riGht??
hMm.. aCtuaLLy.. gOtTa cOnFeSs sOmetHinGs !! hAha.. cHeEky.. nO no .. iM iNnocENt !! eR.. rEaD soME oF oThEr'S bLog.. weLL.. aCtuaLLy, i wEnt tO tiNK bouT it.. dUn u rEaLLy feEL tHAt fRenShiP iS sO fRagiLE ?? i tiNk.. iTs LiKe sOmetHing u muZ hoLd caRefuLLy iN uR hAnds, pRotEct iT fRom tHinGs tHAt miGht pOiSon iT.. i diN rEaLisE bOut tHis, weLL.. i GueSs i wAs sPoiLed iN tHE cLoSe fRenShiP i hAve wif mY gOod fRenz nOw.. i gUeSs tHeY aRe tHe bEst fRenZ oNe couLd haV iN oNe's LifE !! hAha.. iM sOooo LucKy !!! yiPPie.. nOw i wAna cRy.. wEpt wePt.. i LovE u guyS !! hAha.. juZ igNore mE aLriGht ??
stiLL rEm tHe PerioD oF tiME whEn i Was wORkinG.. iT wAs rEaLLy sO muCh oF fun.. moRe tHan i couLd Eva iMagiNe ! y it hAs gOtTa eNd LiKe That ? iT is reaLLy suCh a Waste.. a gRouP oF gOod fRenz.. bUt cOz oF soMetHinGs, tHAt tOre uS aLL aPaRt.. iTs a tEst oF tRuE fRensHip.. wHo sTanD bY u, iS uR tRue fRen.. aNd iM nOt aFraiD tO aDmiD tHAt i haD tRue fRenz wHo stOOd bY mE dUrinG thAt pErioD oF tiMe.. hUi miNg aNd aLex !! tHey wEre tHe oNes wHo weRe tHere .. tHe tiTLe "tRue fRenz" meAn PeoPLe LikE tHem !! bUt i sTiL reaLLy LoVe tHoSE PEopLe wOrkiNg tHere.. tHose pEopLe tHere rEaLLy sPoiLed mE.. hAha.. tHanks !
tO tHe oLd zOo Land.. whEn iT sTiL coNsiSt oF cAt aNd meL(sTiL dUnNo wAt aNimaL sHe iS).. iT wAs a sHorT tErm, iNnocEnt, pUre fRenDship b4 wOrkiNg.. bUt noW, iT tuRned oUt tO b diSaStroUs.. i tiNk iTs suCh a wAste.. wE weRe sO cLose.. bUt aT LeAst noW, wE aLL foUnd oUr rEaL fRenz isN't iT ?? mAyb iTs juz fAte tHaT dEcidEs iT aLL righT ?? hMm.. i juZ wisH u gUys gOod LuCk iN LiFe !
... Y hAve i bEcoMe sO eR.. eMotionaL ?? hAha.. i guEss iTs juZ fEeLiNgs tHat aRe unabLe tO bE eXpResSed fOR sO LOng.. weLL.. mAyb iTs duE tO bORedOm aS weLL.. -_-" ..
oK.. nExt tiME i wOuLd tRy tO puT uP mY Very oWn sTory !! hAha.. aLL wRiTten bY mE !! yiPpiE !! niCe !!
oK.. bYe bYe !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sTop stoP sTop!!
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:38 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
yEa !!! toDay'S tHe bEst ! iTs sOoo fuN.. hAha.. eR.. coMpaRed tO tHe oTher dAys ..
ohhHh.. wE wEnt tO viSit oUr LaTe gRanDfAther.. hMm.. wE hAven bEen viStitinG hiM fOr sUch a LonG tiMe.. sO wE tRaVeLLeD fAr oUt tO oLd cHoA cHu KanG rOad.. aNd thEres sO mAny cEmetEries.. weLL.. bUt i miSs mY graNDfAther sOoo muCh.. sO iT iSn't aFfecting mE mucH..
tHen, wE haD ouR LuNch aT cWp.. hAha.. dEn wE wEnt sHoPping foR haiR dYes !! whOpPeE.. aNd wE bouGht bLonDe coLour !! yEa !! i'Ve aLwAys wAntEd bLonDe !! hAha...
aNd... nExt, i wEnt foR mY piAno LeSsons.. iTs Like sOoo sCary AnD eMbaRraSsing.. liKe.. sO oLd sTiLL bEgiNner.. aRgh.. nVm.. dAd sAid "iTs bEtTer LaTe tHaN nV !" hAha.. tHaT rEaLLy caLmeD mE dOwn ! weLL.. aNd i haD quiTe a fUn tiMe LeaRninG.. weLL.. iTs kiNdA HaRd rEadiNg tHe noTes.. bUt i guEss i wOuLd juSt hAve tO pRactiCe hArdeR !!!
wHoa !! iTs tHe fuN tiMe nOw !! hAha.. wHen wE reaCheD hoMe, mY koR heLpeD uS coLour oUr haiR !! hAha.. iT wAs hiGhliGht u c, sO, aLumiNium foiLs aRe rEquiRed !! aNd wE eNdEd uP hAviNg sTripS oF aLumiNium foiL hAngiNg ard oN ouR hEad.. hAha.. aNd wE bEcAme mEduSas wiTh SnaKes (aLumiNium foiL).. hAha.. iN thE eNd, tHe iS stiL a Lot oF tHe soLutioN LeFt.. sO koR aDdeD moRe tO ouR sTrips aNd iT becaMe souP.. hAha.. iF uR not sUre, iT juSt meAnt piLes oF hAirs soAked iN tHe dYe soLutioN aNd wRapPed iN aLumiNium foiL.. oVeraLL, iT wAs rEaLLy fUn !!
aNd nOw.. tHe moSt eXciting moMeNt.. tHe wAshinG aNd dRying oF haiR.. i wAsheD aND dRiEd miNe.. aFteR wAshiNg, i sAw tHat iT wAs aLL sTiL bLack, onLi a fEw sTriPs oF cOpPer bRonZe wHich i coLourEd LasT tiMe.. sO i wAs fRaNtiCaLLy rUbBinG aT mY haiR, hOpiNg tO sEe sOme bLonDe sTripS iN iT.. bUt................... sAd sAd cAse.. iT tUrnEd ouT to bE dArk bRown... aNd nOw, aLL aDd tOgeTher, mY haiR LooKs LikE a goLdEn LioN maNe.. hAha.. i guEss.. peopLe wUn eVen kNow tHat the coLour wAs aCtuaLLy bLonDe oR copPer bRonZe.. coZ iT rEaLLY dOesn'T LoOk LikE it iS.. hAha.. iT juZ LooK goLden .. aNd iT iS juSt goLDen.. aHhh.. wEpt wePt.. i duN LikE goLdeN !!! aHhhhh......
hMm.. oK.. eNough oF sAdneSS !! hAha.. weLL.. iTs tRuLy aMaziNg.. i heArd fRom somEonE bOut tHe guY i aM iNtEreSted iN !! weLL.. hiS LiFesTory.. oOps soRry.. iTs hiS cHiLdhOod aNd tEenaGe LiFe.. hMm.. hE iS sO seLfLesS, sAcriFicinG aNd iNdEpeNdeNt !! hE iS cErtAinLy sOmeoNe uNiqUe aNd sPeciaL.. hmM.. i gUeSs iTs juSt sO uSeLeSs oF mE tO bE LikiNg soMeoNe LiKe hiM..wAAaaa.. hE wUn LiKe mE !!!!!!! hEhe.. weLL.. iTs aLrigHt.. dUn haV tO b iN a rELatioNship noW ritE ?? i tiNk iM hApPy juZ tO knOw tHat hE iS fiNe aNd aLrigHt.. loVinG iN siLeNce.. wEpt wEpt.. toUchEd ??? -_-"... hAha.. iM juZ sO dUmb.. weLL.. cOmE oN.. juZ iGnoRe mE...........
wAh.. diN KnoW tHat i wRote sOoo loNg !! oK.. iM goinG oFf nOw.. hEhe.. c u nExt tiMe !! oH yA.. tHe tiMe wRiTten iS aLL WroNg.. hAha.. hoW wouLd sOmeoNe LiKe mE gEt up a sEven am JuSt tO wRiTe mY bLoG ??? hAha.. oK.. pOoF.. iM goNe...........
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 2:09 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
wHoOoo.. fUn !! hEhe.. wEnt sHoPpiNg tOdaY !! wHoPpEe.. iTs sEeMs aGes siNce wE gOnE sHoPpiNg.. niCe !! bOuGht LoTs Of sTufFs tOo.. bUt..... aiNt gONna teL u !! LaLaLa~
bUt tHe OnLy sTupiD tHiNg wAs mY fEet !! aRgh.. iTs kiLLing mE !! dUh... weLL.. iTs aLL bEcoZ Of tHe sHoeS i woRe tOdaY.. eR.. i kiNd Of LiKe it.. sO i wORe iT.. bUT iT iSn't tHe tYpe u weAr wHen u wAnNa dO sHopPing.. sO ... erRrr.. i sUfFerEd ..... wEpT wePt...
hMm.. wEnt OrCHarD tOdAy.. hAha.. gUesS wAt i sAw ? i sAw aN aCtor.. hAha.. weLL.. iM juZ a FaiLuRe.. i dUn eVen kNow hiS naMe... -_-"' ... hAha.. tHats sO mE.. duMb u c.. aCtuaLLy.. iTs kinDa niCE bEing sOmeoNe poPuLar.. hAha.. u gEt rEcoGnitioN eVerywHEre.... hAhaha.. iMagiNE peopLe sAying "wAh.. LoOk aT tHat ! is tHat aCtoR !", wHen u'Re waLkiNg pAst tHem.. hMm.. i gUeSs tHerEs jusT pRos aNd coNs bOut bEinG a ceLebRity..
aND.. heY u gUeSs wHat... hAHa.. i LovE tHE 9 o'cLoCk sHow(rAinbOw cOnNeCtioN).. iTs sO sWeeT bEtwEen tHose coupLes.. hAha.. bUT tHAt naME oF tHat sHow... "rAinboW coNneCtioN" iS tHe naMe oF tHE sOng sUNg bY kErmit tHe fRog.. hEez.. iSn't tHAt sO cutE ?? hAha.. iM sO cHiLdiSh rite ?
ok La.. gOtTa gO.. c yA nExt tiMe !! hOpe tO bRinG muCh moRe nEws yea ?? bYe !
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 11:34 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
aRgh.. hoLidaEs aRe sOoooo bOriNg.. weLL.. hOw fUn cAn iT bE yEa ? i ThiNk iM LiKe ... wAke Up, eAt, sLeeP, wAtCh tV, waLk aRd, sTonE........ hMm.. iT juZ gEt sO bOriNg !!
aCtuaLLy... i ThoUght Of wRitiNg a sTorY.. hAha.. tO kEep mE oCcupiEd.. weLL.. iM sUch a bOre isN't it ??bUt.. iTs aCtuaLLy fUn.. cOz iT a heLL oF hArd wOrk aNd dEtErmiNatioN !! yEa yEa.. aNd tHe seNse oF aCheiVemEnt wHen u finiSHed iT !! yiPpiE !!
hMm.. wEnt tO dYe mY haiR tOdaE.. aCtuaLLy.. i duN quiTe LiKe tHe coLouR.. hAa.. tHe rEsuLt oF sAyinG "aNy coLouR wiL do" .. hAha.. weLL.. iM KiNdA foNd oF bLonDe.. bUt bRo sAid tHat tO acHieve tHe nEar PerfEct bLonDe wOuLd rEquiRe LoTs oF bLeeChiNg.. aNd weLL.. tHats rEaLLy bAd foR uR hAir.. hMm.. i guEss, i wiLL juSt c hOw iT gOEs La.. iF iM inTo aNotHer coLouRing mOod tHen i miGht gO fOr OthEr coLouRs.. hEhe.. fUn !!
aRgh.. iTs juSt boRing.. nOthiNg moRe tO sAy.. HeEz.. eNd oF coNvErsAtioN !! tAta..
oH.. bEfoRE i gO.. HaHa.. HarRy poTter aNd tHE goBLet oF fiRE iS qUiTe niCe !! dO wAtCh iT ya ? oK.. bYe..
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