wEe~ iM sO hApPy ~!! wEi LiNg sEnt mE tHe pHOtO wE tOok.. aND tHat piC iS sO cuTe.. hMm. tHough wEi LiNg dUn aGrEe wiF mE.. hAha.. buT nVm.. aS LoNg aS i fiNd iT niCe, iTs fiNe !! hEHe.. sHouLd i dEveLop aNotheR coPy fOr hiM ??? hMm.. coNsiDer..
hMm.. bEen dOiNg LoTs oF pRaCtiCes LAtELy.. tiRed oUt !! bUt aCtuaLLy.. wHen u rEaLi tHink bOut it, iTs Like sOOooooo cLosE ! cANt aFforD tO wAsTe aNymoRe tiMe !!
i tHink iTs gOnNA Be LonG b4 i cOme bAck tO wRitE tHE nExt pOst.. nEed tO sTudy aLrEady !! sO.. tAta..
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 9:53 AM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
oOoh.. tHe worLd iS cHangiNg.. eVeryOne's sO niCe tO mE.. wEe~~ LuV yA guYs !! muAckzZ.. eEeewWw.. diSguStinG !! hAha..
juZ LikE wAt wei LiNg sAy.. iM juZ tOo pAranoiD bOut iT yEa ?? hAha.. bUT tHe sAme tHing gOes.. duN fren duN fRen Lo.. hAhA.. soUnd sOoo kiDDie !! dUhHh..
jaMes !! tHanks sOooo muCh foR uR coUnseLLing bouT tHat mAtTer !! aCtuaLLy, i diN tHink tAt i wOuLd sEek foR uR heLp bouT iT !! hAha.. iTs becOz mY bRo sAid tHaT " iF hiS rELuctaNt tHat mEanS hE dun wAn tAke Lo..." sO sAd.. wEpT wePt.. so muZ c iF aLL guyS tHink tHis wAy aNot.. sO nEed yA adviCe !! tHanks sO much.. uR reaLi mY beLovEd brO tOo !! weLL. hEre's a pLastiC bAg foR u tO puKe iN yeA ?? hAha..
aNd.. iM sO sHockeD.. diN kNow KeLviN wouLd read mY bLog.. gEez.. bUt rEaLi reaLi tHanks fOr tHosE coNsoLing wOrds u sAid !! iM reaLi toUchEd .. eHh.. i guEss iM juZ tHinkinG tOo muCh ritE ?? bUt rEaLi tHanks ! diN eXpeCt tHat.. suCH a kiNd tHougHt oF uRs !!
wOoo.. i fEeL LoVed .. hAHa.. iM cRazy iSnt iT ?? bUT tHat tHe vEry sWeEt fEeLing tHat u fEeL wHen pEopLe tAKe tiMe tO sPaRe a tHOught foR u, tO be tHere tO consoLe u !! iM LoVed !! wEeeee~
tHanks tO mY goOd bUdDieS as weLL !! hMm.. LuV yA !~
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 1:48 AM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
aRgh... saVe mE pLs ~!!! sAve mE sAve mE !!!!! wHy ? wHy ? wHy oN eArtH diD i .............. duH....................................... dAmn iT !! i rEaLi regreTteD sO mucH.. noW iT mAde mE coNfuSed, cRazy, aRgh.......................... wHy diD i aSk tO tAke a pHoto wiF hiM ????????????????????????????????
i juZ wAnTed tO kEep iT aS a mEmoRabLe mEmoRy !!! duH... juZ aS soMeoNe tHat i fiNd sPeciaL... iTs noT LovE !! oH my gOd............. juZ fRenz.... bUt.. y diD hE sHow mE tHat reLuctaNce ???????? y? y? y? aM i rEaLi foRcing u ???????
i diD wANt tHat phOto... bUt deFiniTLy nOt aT tHe eXpeNce oF hiS reLuctaNce aNd hiM bEing pUt in tHat uNcoMfoRtabLe pReSsurE !!! iT maKes mE a moNsTer wHo sAtiSfy mY wisHes wHich rEsuLts in sOmEoNe eLse's uNhaPpinEss .... nOoooo.. i duN wAn .. iF u diN waN tO tAke iT , i wuN miNd... rEaLi... iT muZ be voLuntary bEtWeEn boTh pArtieS ........... i diNna wAna fOrce u !
i gueSs iT wouLd haV bEen muCh betTer tHan .... noW, iM nOt surE iF u wOuLd gEt uNhAPpy oR haV tHe feeLinG oF beinG foRceD oR aVoiD mE oR dEtEst mE ..... duh..... u makE mE feEL coNfusE...... aM i reaLi tHat eViL tO foRce u tO taKe tHat piC ? iF u rEaLi tHoughT so, tHen, im reaLi soRry ..
weLL.. i miGht juZ be a dUmb, ugLy aNd cRazy girL yeA ??
aNd tHen... mEeting hiM at cWp... dUh................................. y so unLucKy ??? noW, i muZ hAv iNdiReCtLy uRge u tO aDd aNothEr nEgatiVe iMage oF mE iN uR bRain wHich aLrEady coNsisT oF otHEr bAd rEmarKs... "THAT DUMB STALKER" ritE ?? iM noT sTaLkinG u !! coMe on... iM nOt like tHat...
hMm.. i ReaLi rEgRettEd.. iTs reaLi reaLi a very vEry vEry vEry Very bAd iDea oF tAking tHat piC.. iTs tOtaLLy wRong !
duH... cAn i cLariFy ?? fiRstLy, iM noT a StaLkeR aLrigHt ?? iTs mEreLy coincidEnce ! nExt, iM noT Like sOme duMb, siLLy, cLinging girL wHo gOes " oOhh.. hiS tHeRe.. LoOk.. wAh sOoooooo hANdsoMe !" ... i wuN.. iM noT despEraTe....
............. i juZ hoPe tHAt iM tiNkinG tOo muCH aLrigHt ? iTs mY vEry fiRst tiMe tAkinG tHe iNitative .. aNd iTs goNna be tHe LasT tiMe tOo.. iM sOooooo noT uSed tO tHis.. being oPen aND sTraigHtfoRwArd iS juZ sO noT mE.. iM gOnNa sTicK bAck tO oRdiNary... weLL... bUt iTs onLy tAking a phOto.. aNd maKing frenz...
hMm.. i tiNk iM sEnsitive yEa ? i tiNk foR gErs tO tAke piC wiF soMe sTraNgErs miGht bE sOoo coMmon.. eR.. tO tHose wHo aRe oPen-miNed i gueSs.. i dUn tink tHey care a hEck iF tHat sTraNgEr tinks baD bOut tHem.. bUt i duN tiNK iM LikE tHat.. iM jUz oLd......... oLd tRaditIonaL.. hAha...
iF i rEaLi sPoilEd uR dAy, im reaLi sO sOrry.. iTs nV bEen mY intEntion.. hEreby, i aPoLogiZe fOr puTting u tHru aLL tHese tRoubLe aNd pResSure.. duN miSunDersTaNd aLright ?? i onLy meANt tO bE fRienDs.. bUt i tiNk iT wouLd be muCH betTer tO pRetENd tHat tHis nV haPpen at aLL aNd tHat we sTiL dUnNo each oTHer aLrigHt ?? iM fiNe wiF it ... sO.. tAke care aNd tAta..
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:37 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
dUh.. sOooooo boRed.. sTay aT hoMe tHe wHoLe dAy.. rEjoiciNg boUt tHe sCh hoLidaE tOmoRrow.. eAtiNg meALs.. sTudyiNg.. LaugHing.. dUhhHHhhhhhh.................
wAt eLSe couLd haV maDe iT moRe iNtEreSting???
weLL.. wHen tO cHangE mY e-maiL aDd.. aN aCtioN tHat haD Long bEen dEmaNding tO bE doNe.. errRrr.. coZ mY oLd aDd wAs sOoo sTupiD aNd kiDdy.. dArn.. wHy haD i eVen hAd tHe tHouGht oF cReAting suCh sTupiD e-maiL aDd naMe?? weLL.. noW, tHe boThersoMe tHing iS tHe iNfoRminG oF tHe rEst bouT tHe cHAngE oF e-maiL aDd, wHich i duN inTend to.. dUh.. wAts wroNg wiF tHis duMb gEr, eR.. i mEan mE......................
oK.. hEre coMes tHe toPic oF toDay.. wAts mY fAv aCtivitY ??? cOme on !! guEss...... weLL.. iTs sOOoooo simpLe ! aNs : sToniNg, dAydReaM, sLeEpiNg, sTariNg iNto sPace, gAziNg aT tHE waLL, stAring aT mY haNdphoNe, fLipPing tHrougH tHE pAgEs oF a mAgaziNe tHat haD bEen rEad tHousANds oF tiMes, Laugh aT mYseLf............................. aRgh... i canT heLp it !! jiU miNg aHHhhh...
oK.. tO noT bOre mYseLf ouT, iM LeAving.. tAta..
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 2:56 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
oHh.. todAy's a boRing daY !!
buT iTs quiTe aLrigHT tO mE .. hAha.. iM sO wEirD, i guEsS iT wOuLdn't bE oF muCh diFfeRence iF aNytHing neW haPpen..
goT tO aTtenD mRs nGoh's cHinese LeSson toDay.. aNd weLL.. mY fRiends hAd tO '' dRaG '' mE tHere, coZ i didn't wAnNa go ! but iT aLL eNded weLL aNd niCe !! yeA..
oH yeA.. goT a biG iNfo to sAy !! wEi Ling, iF u haPpen tO c tHis aLright ? u Know hoW i dReAded eNgLish LeSsons ?? nOt tHat thE LEsSons wHEre boRing oR uSeLess.. iTs tHat dUmb, eXtRa fEeLing.. weLl.. aCtuaLLy tO sAy tHe tRuth, mE aNd wei LinG aRe LiKe aNti-soCiaLs wHo duN miX aRouNd wiF cLassmAtes.. eR.. oNLi to sOme.. buT fOr tHis iRp (inTensiVe rEviSion pRogRam), wEi LinG aLwAys aBsEnts heRseLf !!! aNd leaVe mE tO aTteNding eNgLlish LesSons iN tHE aVa roOm "aLonE" wiF tHe oTheR eXpReSs cLaSs.. i onLi wiSh iT wAs joiNinG oF cLasS wiF 5/1 .. aT LeaSt i haVe fRenz tHere.. eVerytiMe i siT wiF my fEmaLe cLasSmaTes, i aLwaYs fEeL LikE a DumB iDiot iN bEtWeEn fRenZ, diStuRbinG tHeir coNvErsAtion.. weLL.. tHey couldn't haV feLt whaT i aM fEeLing.. buT aT lEasT tHey wEre niCe eNough tO weLcoMe mE in joiNing tHEm !! eSpeciallY siTi !! tHanks siTi, u aRe suCh a nicE persoN !! wEi Ling !!!!!!!!! pLs coMe tO scH aLrighT ???????????
weLL.. i boRed.. rEaLi boRed.. bRain cLogGeD fuLL oF maThs foRmuLAs aNd sOurCe-bAsed sKiLLs.. aRgh... iTs juSt onE moNth aWay !! heLPPPppppp...
duH.. iM sO diSaPpoiNtEd !! mY haNdphOne juSt duN sEem tO bE worKing !! i cAnt rEceiVe msGs aNd my fRienDs cAn't rEceiVe mY mSgs... wHat tHe ...... oH mY goD... miNd my LanguaGe... aRgh.. cAnt b bOtheRed bouT tHat aNymoRe !!
aiYA.. i wAna gO.. soRri foR beiNg sTraight.. bYe..
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 3:04 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
wEe~~~ iM bAck !!! fiNaLLy .. hAhahaha.... iTs duE tO tHe piLes oF hoMewOrk tHat maDe mE uNaBLe to geT mY tHouGhts wRitTen !!! wEpt wePt wEpt...
oK.. bAck tO a haPpi sTaRt ! fOrget sAd meMories.... heEz.. i goT a gD neWs tO sHare !! i'vE meT mY tArgEts sEt foR mY pReLims !! oH sWeEt goOdneSs... iTs rEaLi aMazing !! i cAnt eVen bELieVe it... iM haPpi.. reALi reaLi aM !
iM goNnA maKe iT a Point tO tHank tHe teacHers fOr aL tHeir heLp.. eSpeciaLLy miSs tANg, mRs tAN, mR cHong, miSs siti, mRs wHeLan, mR Loh aNd tHe eNgLish tEachers wHo gOt sO piSsed oFf by oUr hecKcaRe aTtitude !! sOmetiMes i reaLi fEeL sO tOuched tHAt tHEy aRe dOing sO mucH foR uS .. tRyinG tO tEach uS yeT wE aRe sO unaPpreciaTive... wE sHouLd gRow up ritE ?? sEc 5 stiL Like kid Like tAt.. eVen wEi LiNg aLso say tAt tHe LoweR sEc aRe taLLer dEn us !!! oHh maN.. such a disGraCe !!
bUt.. a sAd saD tHing.. itS tHE 'o' LeVels tHats sCaryinG mE ... wAaaaa................................... i've beEn sO haRdworking aT botH dOing hOmeworK aNd sNacKing.......... heLp mE !!!! i duN wAnnA put oN wEight !!! bUT i cAnt heLp gEtting tEmptEd bY thoSe deLiciouS iCe-crEams, cHocoLate sWirL cHeEsecake, yoGhuRt, cRanbErRies cOrnfLakes aND tHE List gOes on..... hAha..bUt i haVe bEen dieTing tOo !! eAting saLad fOr LunCh fOr bOut onE wEeK oR sO i gUess.. hAha.. iTs juSt sO dELicious.. lEtTuce, aPples, toMatoes, cRabsticKs, aND a LittLe cHocolAte !! haHA.. duNno wHeTher iTs heLping mE Lose weight oR gain..
tOday iS sucH a LoveLy dAy( eXcEpt oF tHe fAct tHat James maDe mE dO moRe wOrk !!).. iTs rAining sO heaViLy aNd wEi Ling aNd i wEre aT tHE tAbLes oUtsidE 5/1 cLassrOom.. tHen, tHe rain wAs sO heAvy tHat iT fLoodEd tHE wHoLe aRea aRound us.. dEn i haD tHE fEeLing Like We aRe sTrAnded oN tHe iSLand( wHich aCtuaLLy is tHE tAbLe.. tHanks to mY iMaginaTive tHinking).. i wAs tHriLLed aT tHe tHought oF it aNd i juSt Keep sAying " iTs sO fun !! " hAha.. imAgine bEing cAught iN a sitUatioN wHere u haVe to puT ur Legs onTo tHe sEat aNd iF u faLL oF, weLL.. u wiL gEt dRenChed fOr suRe .. oOhhhh... iTs juSt sO eXciting.. hAha.. i gueSs wEi Ling wAs sHocked aT my bEhavioUr tHat sHe sAid sHE haD tO teLL cHeryL boUt it .. duh... wAts wRong wiF beiNg cHildish ????
oK.. i gUess iM Leaving !! goTTa go !! bYE bye.. tAta.. fLying kiSs for ya !! muackz.. ................................................................................................................................. ( Lame )
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