hEez.. jUz diD mY dNt ! yEa.. diD foUr pApeRs aLreAdy.. i kNoE iTs LittLe.. bUt tO mE iTs aLoT !! coZ i sPenT a vEry LoNg tiMe oN juZ oNe piEce oF pAper.. aNd tHe aMaziNg tHing iS tHat i aCtuaLLy sPent aLmoSt tHe wHoLe oF toDaY foCusiNg oN doiNg dNt ! i LuV mE !!! hAazZ..
goNe tO tHe sALoOn toDay.. eR.. wiF tHe haiRstYLe i wAnt iN miNd.. tHe lAdy wAs buSy aNd sAiD tHat sHe haD nO tiMe to dO miNe.. cOz.. miNe cOnsiSts oF a LiTtLe rEboNdiNg.. aNd iT tAkes a fEw hoUrs yeA.. sO sHe toLd mE tO bOok aPpoiNtmEnt.. aNd i dEcidEd tO boOk oN tuEsdAy.. i tHouGht oF goiNg oN sAt iNsTeaD.. hoWeVer, kiNdA aNxioUs aNd haV tO go qUickLy iN caSe mUm cHaNgeS hEr miNd aNd iNsiSt tHat i sHudn't rEboNdiNg !! bUt tHE onLy pRobLem iS tAt iF i rEboNd, i cAnt wAsh mY haiR foR tHreE dAys.. aNd iTs tHrEe dAy foR heAvEn's sAke !! iT gEts oiLy aNd iRritatiNg !! aRgh.. iM jUz hoPinG mY cLasSmaTeS wUn miNd aT aLL.. hAha.. iM onLy gETtiNg mY toP paRt doNe.. so i cAn stiL wAsh bELow !! yeA.. noT uSe to nOt wAshinG haiR.. bUt i hEaRd tHat soMe peopLe wAsh tHeiR haiR onCe in tWo dAes.. weLL.. i duNno hoW tHey caN toLerAte tHat oiLy fEeLinG..
dAdDy aNd mUmMy wEnt oVerSeAs toDay.. eR.. aLtHouGh iTs juZ mALaysiA, bAtAm. bUt kiNda nOt uSed tO tHe iDeA oF mY paRents oVersEas.. thEir aLwayS so conCern foR uS, worryiNg foR uS.. hMm.. wEirD .. wELL.. iTs aCtuaLLy gOod iN a wAy .. mUm aNd dAd wErE aLwAys woRkinG haRd tO eArn moNey.. noW iTs tHe tiMe for TheiR wELL dEsErvEd hoLidAy !!
qUaRreLLed wiF muMmy jUz noW beFore sHe LeFt foR bAtAm.. kiNda rEgrEt.. feEL tHat iM sPoiLt !! sTubBorn anD uNgRaTefuL.. i hOpe tO cHanGe fOr tHe bEtTer.. bUt sOmetHing wiLL aLwayS rEmaiN tHE saMe.. tHat iS i LoVe mY faMiLy moRe tHan aNytHing.. muShy iSn't it?? weLL.. i hoPe iTs sWeEteR tHan muShy !!!
wiShinG foR hiM.. hMm.. tHe dEsiRe to jUz sEe hiM iS so oVerWheLmiNg.. aRgH.. nO oNe uNdeRstAnds.. i wUn b abLe tO sEe hiM aT aLL, i gUesS ..
pReciOuS moMeNts ~''> 06/11/04 <''~ moSt uNfOrgEtAbLe dAe oF mY LiFe..
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 2:46 PM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
yEa yeA !! fiNaLLy iTs fRidAy wHich meAns hApPy tiMe !! hUrrAy !! tiS wEeK iS fiLLed wiF tiReDnEsS.. tEsTs, dNt, hoMewoRk aNd sO on.. sO heLp mEeEee...
haD bEen ruShiNg dNt tHis wEek.. doiNg dNt anD dNt aNd dNt.. sTayiNg bAck iN sCh tiLL eVeniNg !! and itS eVeryDay ok !!? aFteR tHat, iS ruShinG hoMe tO coMpLeTe mY foLio aNd stuDyinG foR teSts.. nO rEst aT aLL.. nO eNtErtaiNMeNt.. sLeePiNg LatE aT niGht tHat rEsuLt iN mE doZinG oFf iN cLasS aLmoSt eVerYdAy.. tHougHt tHe dEaDLine wAs toDay !! yEt.. iTs nOt !! kiNdA rELieVed yeT moRe oF tiRedNeSs iS oVerWheLmiNg mE !!!
jUz goT tHe dEveLopEd pHotOs tHat wEre taKen oN rAciaL haRmoNy ! yeA .. sO niCe !! i eVen bouGht a pHoto aLbum tO sorT theM aLL iN ! wAnNa keEp tHem, so aS to rEmeMbEr thOse moMentS duRinG sEcoNdaRy sCh .. heEz.. eXciTed !! wAnNa aRrAnge tHem iN !! buT haV tO gEt mY prioRitiEs rigHt, LiKe wHat cHeryL sAiD.. sOooo.. iTs sTiL dNt firSt !!!!!!!
hAa.. oN mY diEt pLan.. eAtiNg tHe sNack bArs duRinG rEceSs aNd aFtEr sCh .. tHouGh sOmeTimeS tEmptEd, i mUz coNtRoL !! yEa !! aNd aM eAtiNg fRuiTs moRe oFtEn !! yuMmY !! hoPe tO haV a FruiT piCniC !!
fEeLiNg likE tRiMmiNg mY haiR yeA.. mUmmY bRouGht bAck soMe fAsHioN haiRsTyLes mAgaziNes.. LooKeD tHroUgh aLreAdy .. foUnd onLy a fEw niCe oNes.. bUt soMe iS rEboNdiNg.. i wAs coNsiDeriNg wHeTher i sHouLd rEboNd aGain.. wAt i wAnt iS tHe LooK oF sTraiGht yeT noT so sTraiGht LikE rEboNdiNg.. iM fuSsy aRen'T i ?? sAw soMe bEautiFuL coLouR dYes.. wOw.. haV tHe uRgE tO juSt gO tO tHe neAreSt sALooN aNd gEt My hAir aLL coLourEd tHe wAy i Want !! hAazZz... :p
oK.. sHhHhhh.. dNt noW !! byE bye !!
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:33 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
LoNg tiMe siNcE i wRotE aGaiN !!
hEezz... toDae, wEnt oUt wiF maNy pLans LikE siNgiNg aNd goiNg fOr deLicioUs foOd !!
wEnt tO cHoA cHu kAng, LoT 1.. siNg aT kBox.. wE sAw mErVyn aNd kOk hAo.. woW.. tHey cAme hErE to siNg As wELL.. so cOinciDentiAl !! hAaZzz.. sAnG LikE cRaZy .. sCrEamIng aNd wEi tiNg jUmpiNg aRouNd oN thE eR.. i bEtTer nOt sAy !! hAha.. iTs fuN tHaT wE goT tO siNg aLL tHoSe soNgs wE hAve aLwaYs wANteD to !
aCtuALLy tOt oF eAtiNg sTeAmboAt .. hoWeVa cHangE to gOinG tO nEwtoN eAt sTinGrAy aNd hoKkiEn noOdLeS .. dEn ... cHangE tO eAtiNg aT ciNeLeisUre.. dEn cAfe cArtEL.. dEn pAsTamAniA .. tHosE wErE fuLL.. no plaCe to siT .. dEn wE wEnt to a duNno wAt pLace tO eAt.. tAts wHeRe i sAw tiS cuTe guy.. hE LooKs a LittLe LiKe tHe jUe dui sUpeRsTar tHat dErriCk.. heEz.. wAnnA tAke pHotO oF hiM.. bUt sHy.. hEezZzz...
i HaD tOt tHat i wOuLd bE aBLe to bUy soMe cLotHes.. bUt faiLeD tO faLL iN LuV wiF aNy.. haHa.. noNe cAuGht mY eYe.. buT tHe fEeLiNg oF haVing LotS oF moNey iN my wALLet iS niCe.. hEezZ.. i bRouGHt eXtrA to buY cLotHes u sEe.. aNd cUrRenTLy LooKin fOr sPeCs...
aND wE tOok pHotOs aNd viDeOs.. fUnnY oNes ! rEaLi.. haA.. haD LaugHs oVer LotS oF tHingS aS weLL.. hEhe.. niCE tO gO oUt yeA ???
weLL.. tAtS aLL boUt toDaE..
lAsTLy .. i MiSs hiM..
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 3:17 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
wOw ! iTs rAiniNg tOdAy ~ i LuV eVerytHinG bOuT tHe rAiN eXcePt tHe fAct tHaT i wiL gEt dReNcHeD !!! i oNLi LiKe iT tO b rAiNinG wHen i aM iNdOors, pRotEctEd fRom aLL haRm.. hAha.. LuV tO eNjoY tHe bReEze aNd tO wAtCh tHe rAin~
oK.. tOdAy, i sAw oNe eArtHwoRm oN tHe pAthmEnT oN tHe wAy oUt oF sCh.. kiNdA aFraiD tOo bUt i KnEw i HaD tO wArn mY fRenz bOut it, iF noT, tHey miGhT sTep oN iT ! oNcE, i toLd tHEm boUT it, Wei tiNg sCrEam ! hEhe.. i tiNk sHe goT fReAKed ouT oR soMethiNg.. oN tHe wAy home, i sAw mAny eArtHwoRms aNd coUntEd thEm oN my wAy.. totAL oF 12 !! gRoSs iSn't iT ??? i tiNk i'M a wEirDo.. hAha.. tO gEt aMusEd thAt i CaN aCtuALLy gEt tO c 12 eArThWorMs iN a dAy.. rEaLi.. hAhaz..
hAd tHe LisTeninG coMprE aLrEady.. weLL.. foR a pErsoN whO is LouSy iN maNdaRin LikE me, wiLL oF coZ fiNd iT diFficuLt tO do !! hEez...
i'M sO haPpy.. i cAn gEt uP Late toMorRow, coZ tHeRe iS nO sCh !! yeAh yeaH !! i Luv tHe fEeLinG oF wAkiNg uP bY uRseLf aNd nOt gEt wOkEn uP bY soMeoNe eLse.. i Luv iT wHen i Get tO LazE aRouNd, fEeLiNg tHe coMfoRt aNd sOftNess oF thE bEd aNd bLankeT aRouNd mY boDy.. aNd tHe sMoOtHnEss oF tHE piLLoW toUchinG mY fAce.. sO veRy coMfoRtAbLe !! yeAh.. The fEeLiNg oF bEiNg dReaMy aNd puRe rELaXatiOn ! i LoVe iT !!! eR.. aM i diSguStiNg tO dEscRibE sO mucH bouT it >??
weLL.. gOttA rUsh tHrouGh mY hoMewoRk aLrEady !! bYeeeEEee.......... :P
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 10:31 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
bAck aGaiN !
tOdAe fEeLinG mUch bEtTer tHan YeSteRdAy.. eAtEn sO maNy fRuiTs aT oNe gO !! hEeZz.. hAd diNnEr tOo.. quiTe niCe~ jEaLouS ??
aCtuaLLy.. boUt mY dNt, mY tEaCheR toLd mE tO do AnoTheR arTefAcT !!! aFtEr aLL mY eFfoRts i PuT iN, nOw i HaV tO sTaRt aLL oVeR aGaiN ! hoWeVa, i WaS kiNda rELieVed, aS i WaS aFraiD tAt iT miGht no WorK.. sO, doiNg iT aLL oVer aGaiN iSn'T tAt bAd aFtEraLL..
weLL.. hAv tO sAe tAt iM qUiTe scArEd bOuT tOmoRroWs' 'o' LeveL mT LisTeniNg cOmpre.. hOPe i Can dO wELL.. PrAy HaRd !!!
arGh.. i hAv tO kEep tHinKinG wAt to WriTe !!! eR.. i MeAn tYpE.. :p.. wELL.. wRittEn a cOmPosiTioN.. i tHink iTs kiNdA boRing, mAyb iT miGht sEnd The tEacHer to sLeEp ! hEezz..
wOo... nOw hAv tO tRy tO eXerciSe ! nExT tHurSdaE iS rAciAL hArMoNy aLrEady.. hEhe.. hoPe to b abLe tO fiT iNto tHe dReSs oR wAt .. yEa.. sWeEt !
weLL.. oFf nOw !
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 11:18 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
bLah bLaH bLah.. taLkinG cRapS tiMe ! hEeZz.. kinda bOreD nOw.. tAts tHe prObLem wiF wRitiNg bLogs. cRackiNg My bRaiN juZ to tHink oF wAt to WritE..
kiNda dOwn yeSteRdae. i Juz feLt tAt iM LousY, sTupiD aNd duMb. aNd dEfiNateLy... BAD ! iM bAd, BaD aNd baD.. aRgh.. noBody uNdeRstAnds..
bEen tRyiNg tO fOrgeT aLL boUt LoVe.. aCtuaLLy iT miGht hAv suCcEeDed.. bUt.. sOmetHing hApPeneD.. dReaMt oF thE guY i rEaLi LuV.. iT wAs dEfinAteLy a sUpeR sWeEt dReAm.. i DreAmt taT hE gAve mE tWo LockEts.. fOr a LonG tiMe, wE diN coNtAct (wHich iS cuRrenTLy noW) . dEn i rEmeMbeRed hE gaVe mE LockeTs a LoNg tiMe aGo.. sO, i WenT to TakE a LooK aT iT.. aNd u GueSs wAt i sAw.. i sAw tHat eAch hAd eiTher onE oF oUr naMe wRitten on iT.. aNd hE did iT hiMseLf ! aNd so, i tRieD msGinG hiM.. hE rEpLied ! aNd thEn wE wEre LiKe toGetHer.. wOo hOo !! sWeEtnEss~ iM rEaLi oVerWheLmeD wiF jOy aNd haPpinEss.. rEaLi.. bUt wHEn i wOke uP.. aLL mY sWeEtNeSs wAs rEpLaCed wiF sAdnEss.. iT tUrnEd oUt to bE noThing.. he iS goNe......
tHis rEaLi rEvivEd mY fEeLiNgs foR hiM.. i TrieD to Let gO.. bUt iT caMe aLL bAck.. fuLL.. uP tiLL toDay.. i stiL dUn hAv thE coUrAgE to TeLL hiM tAt i Like hiM.. aRgHhHhhh......i'M juZ a stuPid duMb sHithEad !!! eNouGh oF aLL tHesE !! sHoO shOo..
bEen tHinkiNg oVer wAt i HaV doNe.. weLL.. i guEsS iTs tOo LaTe......
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 10:37 AM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
hEy ! bAck hEre aGain..
i diN maKe iT ya.. diD bAdLy fOr my oRaL toDay. fEeLinG cResTfaLLen riGht tHis moMent.. iM LikE bLanK, bLuR, aNd LoSt. sTartEd to sTaMmeR duRinG tHE rEadiNg paRt aNd bEgaN rEpeAtiNg mY poiNts duRing thE neWspaPer rEpoRt thiNg aNd coNveRsatiOn. i'M juZ bEatiNgaboUt tHe buSh !! daMn ! stiL rEmeMbEreD i SaiD soMetHinG LikE " tHe poLicEmAn waLk hEre wALk tHerE . " (diRecT tRansLatioN fRom MandAriN) i'M sTupiD, iSn'T it ??
aRgH.. eNdLeSs sAdneSs anD soRrow fiLLed mE eNtiReLy. aHh.. iM dUmB aNd cRaZy tO eVen Let tHis pRecioUs oPpoRtuniTy juZ sLip oUt oF mY hAnds LiKe tHaT ! i WaNna sEcoNd cHanCe !! oNe mOre tiMe !!!!
hMm.. goTta puLL MyseLf uP aGaiN. tO piCk mysELf uP aFteR i'Ve fALLen.. aNd tO maKe tHis aN eAsy tAsk , i pRomiSed mySeLf soMetHinG !!!
tAt iS tHe dELicioUs cHocoLate iCe-cReaM caKe!! gOnNa iNduLge iN iT !! woOo... yUmMy !!! cAn fEeL tHe sOfT, cOoL sEnsAtioN aS iT ruNs dowN my thrOat !!! LaLala ..
bUt !! biG wArninG.. wEiLinG sAid tHat rAciaL haRmoNy iS coMinG !! aNd tHat MeAns ... iTs tHe 'LoSe wEiGht seSsioN' !! aRgH !!! iF nOt i MighT noT evEn fiT inTO thE bEautiFuL dReSses !! nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooo...........................
hMm.. tHouGht foR soMe tiMe .. sAcRifiCe foR tEmpOrAry bEautY iS wOrtHwhiLe iSn'T it ??
ok.. pOiNt tAKen.. nOw aVoiDing aLL tEmptAtioNs !! hEez..
gOne fOr noW !! tAta... wEeeEeee...
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:25 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
sEcond pOst.. eR.. anxioUs bouT toMorRow.. sCarYy.. dReamT oF oRaL aGaiN.. hoWeVa tiS dReam wAs moRe tErriFyiNg.. i drEamT tAt i LoSt my EntRy pRoOf aNd mY cHinEse nOtEs.. sO sCarY !!
hEez.. juZ fouNd niCe bLogsKinS aNd uPdaTed mY bLog.. fuNny yeA ?? i tiNk i sTareD aT tHe coM fOr tOo LoNg.. nOw i'm gEttiNg giDdy.. haA.. i'M cRazY~
sPenT my wHoLe dAy aT hoMe, idLedLiNg aRounD, lYinG oN thE soFa aNd eVerYthiNg.. hEhe.. aTe sPagheTti !! yUm yuM ! niCe ..
dReaMinG oF thE cHocOLatE sWirL cHeEsecAke aNd tHe cHoCoLatE iCe crEam ! yUmMy.. bUt haVinG oRaL toMorRow.. mUz aVoid hEaTy sTufFs.. hMpH !!
hMm.. mY haNdpHonE iS doWn aGain.. eR.. iN tHe seNsE wHeRe it MeaNs nO bAtT. bOrEd borEd.. nEeD to cHaRge agaiN ??? i'M LazY !! i adMit oK ?? eEw.. LaZypiGgy..
oK.. nOw goNna wAtcH tAt cHaRity sHow wiF mY fAmiLy..
tAta!!! :p
scattered petals of bloodroses ; 12:47 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
HmmM.. mY fiRst bLoG. yEa yeA. hAha.duNno hOw to StaRt.
eR. i wiL jUst toK bOut wHats hAppEninG oN mOndAy. sCary tHinG !! tHe 'o' lEveL cHinEse oRaL !!! i dUn wAn. iM bAd iN cHiNeSe. wAt iF i sTamMer iN fRonT oF tHe eXamiNeR ?? weLL.. iM so fRigHteNing tAt i eVen dReamT tAt i wAs tAkinG tHe oRaL. wAaa.. i duN wAn, dUn waN..
AnD dNt ! i wAs juSt piSsEd oFf . caN't sTand iT.. aLL tHe meAsuRemenT aNd eVeryThiNg.. iM stiL sTuckeD aT mY aRtefAct.. kiNda sCarEd oF uSinG thE maChinEs .. y aM i So wEaK hUh ?? aRgH !!
noW.. mY eYes iS kiLLing mE ! hAha.. coNtAct leNseS. drYinG uP my eYes. kiNda uSed to tHis siTuatiOn aLreAdy .. sO muZ get tHe miRacLe sTuFf .. - tHe sUpEr hEaLeR eYe dRopS !! - hAha..
eRm.. mY fiRst bLog sEems tO b a fAiLurE !! haAa.. aLL uNhaPpy sTuFfs.. hEeeE ... i PromiSe tAt i wiLL maKe iT bEtTer !! yEah.. sMiLeZzz..
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